Joy is wat i see in his eyes
50 cents is enough to make him smile
So innocent is his laughter
I wondered where's mine
So many things going thru my mind
Thinking abt this thinking abt that
oh fuck i wish i'll juz die
Once u learn how to die
U'll learn how to live your life
Society expectation is way beyond my line
Self expectation is something i cant define
1 step 2 steps it become 3 steps behind
3 steps 2 steps it become 1 step out of line
Cross the boundary friends start to say goodbye
Ask you for this ask you for that
They can never be satisfied
Ask them for this ask them for that
They dont seem interested to reply
Friends grow friends change
To me is fine
I grow i change
They say i will regret for the rest of my life
So sick and tired
I shall not complain
So bad is the experience
I dare not try again
So high is the standard
I fall short again
So much imagination
My heart and soul is fading away



--this is juz random--