'Rejection = Dun settle for something less'
That's wat my sis (Yes~suprisingly she can say sth so encouraging haha) told me the other time when i went for my NTU interview. And it really encouraged me and i hope that this 'rejection' anyone maybe feeling can look at it this way not to settle for anything less. Juz few days ago, i recieved the rejection letter from NUS, kinda expecting it and it's gd cuz now i can know so sure i'll be gg NTU and i better start preparing for it, ok maybe now its abit early la haha... i'll start later! So many movies i wanna watch and yet.. Da Vinci? No. Over the hedge? No. X-men3? No... and june's coming = more movies coming out... hmmm tt's bad.. cuz june gonna have WORLD CUP!... hmmm guess i'll go church less then.. Kiddin la... 24hours aday really not enoguh to enjoy man! The key word here is 'enjoy', when wanna enjoy 24hours i guess is nv enoguh but is the word 'enjoy' change to 'Army or work' i rather the 24 change to 4 man! Anyway guess i'm getting out of point here so i'll stop and welcome june!!

Woo so excited! I heard that safsa rugby wanna attach me out every mon, wed and fri to join in their training! And i'm excited not abt playing for them (Oops shouldn't type that) but is more of the prospect of being an attached out personal!! The good thing abt it is that usually after the trainin i get to go home and imagine that for a week i get to go home early for 3 days that's like everything to die for man. But my PC is a J*** (juz in case he read my blog, highly unlikely but juz for precaution cuz u nv know who's reading and... back to my main pt he's a jerk, ... did i mention that?) Because by rite Safsa wanna attach me out for 3 days but HE say he will only let me attach out to train for two days for watever reason is still unreasonable. Anyway apart from Safsa, the rugby club i wanna play for, The Wolfpak, also need players and if i choose to play for wolfpak i cant play for the safsa team and vice versa. Let's weight wat the both teams can offer. Playing for safsa will have me pass my remaining few months in army much faster cuz i'll most prob be busy training and playing rugby, however most of the players there are unknown to me and they are like damn experienced players. On the other hand, playing for wolfpak will be damn fun cuz the players there are my coaches and my ex rugby mates from srjc and nyjc and we are so close it will really be damn enjoyable playing with my best buddies.... So how?

Arrgh!! Juz finished dinner... so tired! Arrgh got an ugly 2 tone tanned because of my stupid work in camp man, went outfield to support some reservicemen excerise, arrgh!! ok i shld stop whining like a girl. Oops didnt mean to be sexiest (or sexist), as long as u guys can understand can liao la. Now i gotta go run on sat morning juz to get my even tan back... Anyway morning in camp ran for abt 5.sth km in preparation for the Army Half Marathon (AHM), sweat like a toad damn tired guess tonight gonna get cramp when i slp.. haaha. Kinda looking forward to tml cuz most likely can have early release because my camp's going on this NE trip juz like wat we usually have back in school days... and the destination is wat URA?! no idea where is it but certainly it didnt sound like anywhere near hougang... yawns i'm so tired... ZzzZzz...

Hmm my last update was 070506... hmm this mean i muz be very busy, indeed. haa. Ok let see where should i start. Regarding the interview NTU asked me to go, i muz thank GOD that i'm accepted by them!! Hurray... At least now i have some where to go and study after my army. And pls dun think i'm greedy.. ok maybe a li' bit la, i'm actually hoping that NUS can accept me too haha.. cuz i haven recieved their rejection letter which means i still have 50% chance of being accepted Hahaha...
Oh a week after tt weekend where i bought jeans and shirt with my mum(the previous post), i went out with KwL to buy one more shirt and i think it's damn nice man ok maybe quite nice la... it's a build up to the up coming World Cup 06 man!!! Man! i think i'm addicted to shopping man, but not those girly type of shopping, Oops...
Juz yesterday i went to sunday service as usual and after that my church have this captain's ball game with other churches, really enjoyed myself man and get to know the youths in the church better, thank GOD for that man! After that, we went for dinner at KFC and we started playing this 'guang dong chiew mian' (dunno correct anot la my han yu pin yin nt gd thx for ur understanding) game.. haha damn funny...
Today went back to work again... haiz as usual sian... nvm tehan tehan tehan tehan and by then oh it's nov... too optimistic... haha. And today i saw this news on newspaper that really shocked me and at the same time i felt quite sad by the news. There's this guy, he's one yr my senior in my secondary sch and he had a motorbike accident and passed away. Though i'm not really close with him but i juz cant believe it that he's gone. The last time i saw him was when i was still learning motor abt few months ago. This helped me made up my mind, life is fragile and i shld cherished it.

4 days ago (wed), i received a call that means a lot to me and could well change my future! ok, may not be that serious la anyway is a call from NTU Mechanical Engineering. The lady over the phone informed me that i'm to go for the interview for the course this coming tuesday, i'm damn happy man at least i now stand a 50-50 chance! woohoo... pray hard that i can get into the course. This phone call come at a very good time cuz it set me into a good mood over the long weekend, friday was a short day in camp cuz had CO ceremony in the afternoon so gotta release early, after that went to chalet organized by my church mates. We had a very good and open sharing session and i've learnt alot from it. Thank God for that. That nite went home ard 2 in the morning. Anyway yesterday (sat), went for ffw which they discussed the topic on 'occult'. Man! It's chimology. Today my first time this year went for the adult bible fellowship after the sunday service, it's a meaningful and fruitful one topic on the upcoming movie 'Da Vinci Code'... Woo... cant wait to watch it, maybe is cuz the book is so captivating and exciting and hopefully the movie live up to expectation!
After church, went to marina Square with my mom and sis to celebrate Mother's Day in advance cuz afraid that next week will be pack. Anyway it's more like an occasion whereby my sis and i are celebrating cuz we bought more stuff than my mom did. Anyway finally, i bought a new pair of jeans after so long... and a new shirt, cant wait to go buy stuffs again haha (evil-y) but must wait for my pay day... It's a real good weekend i have whereby i got to spend quality time with my family and accomplished my goal of buying stuff and not forgetting a real long break from work!

Have u ever been in a situation so bad or worrying that you can do nothing about it? And nothing means absolutely NOTHING, is like you are so full that you cant eat that cheese cake in front of you? Or like you are so tired until you cant play your XBOX 360? hmm i guess that's not a very good metaphor. Simply put, it is like a promise u made, but somehow u regretted it or you can't fulfill it. Anyway, i was in a similiar situation and it bugs me for quite a while. So wat i do? i prayed. I ask God to guide me towards to correct path, to enlighten me with the wisdom to make the rite decision. And guess wat, a miracle happened! Hurray and my worry away!! Juz wanna say that prayer work wonders.
Anyway, i totally wasted last weeks' long weekend, and my wasted didnt mean go drink excessively and got totally wasted that wasted. I wished i did. Ha anyway, it's juz that i didnt go out and for most of the time i stayed at home and watched tv and sleep and eat and shut my brain down, only for my stomach to exercise, man it was a waste. I hope i dont do the same for the next coming long weekend. Oh, is May already, exactly half a yr more! i'll wait... no choice