Joy is wat i see in his eyes
50 cents is enough to make him smile
So innocent is his laughter
I wondered where's mine
So many things going thru my mind
Thinking abt this thinking abt that
oh fuck i wish i'll juz die
Once u learn how to die
U'll learn how to live your life
Society expectation is way beyond my line
Self expectation is something i cant define
1 step 2 steps it become 3 steps behind
3 steps 2 steps it become 1 step out of line
Cross the boundary friends start to say goodbye
Ask you for this ask you for that
They can never be satisfied
Ask them for this ask them for that
They dont seem interested to reply
Friends grow friends change
To me is fine
I grow i change
They say i will regret for the rest of my life
So sick and tired
I shall not complain
So bad is the experience
I dare not try again
So high is the standard
I fall short again
So much imagination
My heart and soul is fading away



--this is juz random--

As the bus approaches
It captivated me with her appearence
There is no number
But i board it anyway
It was empty but it is not cold
Seated right at the back wonder if the driver can see me
Looking out the window
Darkness greeted me
But it is good so i can imagine it to be the way i want it to be
Maybe if i can see it wouldn't turn out the way i wished
Where is it heading to?
I have no clue
When will it stop?
I hope not

I missed Buangkok Crescent. Badly. i miss the cable tv. the kitchen. the location. the whole house to myself. the 3 bedrooms i can switch to sleep in on different nites. Damn. now is juz this room n the toilet. Haiz. EPL starting soon, no more watching of football till wee hour in the morning in my comfy living room. No more half time maggie mee in my kitchen. No more frens to stay over n watch football together. Boring jalan bahar. No more beer session at living room. No more cooking. No more the feeling of returnin to a 'home'. Haiz. Sad la. But no choice.

The previous screw up entry was 10 jan... today is 9 Aug.. not bad 7 months passed juz like that. And guess wat, National Day today. Great. Marina Bay is gonna be jam pack with people and guess they gonna have a hard time taking transport home. Anyway that's not the point. The point here is that 7 long months passed by and i didn't update my blog! Damn, all my regular readers muz be waiting with anticipation for today. and your patient is worthwhile cuz i gonna be posting one of the finest post EVER! yet.
Let's start off with an introduction 1st, like i say this is gonna be the fuckin finest post so it have to be long! Cuz anything long is good isn't it. Juz like how thick books are always more expensive compared to those thin ones, becuz the thick one wrote longer! Anyway sry back to my intro. For the month of jan is my slackest month in my life! Cuz juz finished my contract for an office job and have yet to find a new one so basically everyday juz stayed home and play online game, wasted one month of my life. well i should not go into how long i have wasted my life away so far cuz that will make this long post even longer. Anyway after that wasted month of jan, i got myself a job as an adidas sales associate (sound good ah, but is juz salesman) at suntec adidas.. for the following few months until last day of june (my last day of full time sales associate) were one of the greatest moment in my life cuz not only the people i worked with are fun, the job also offer surprises everyday with all kind of customer and i shall not elobrate on them cuz there are juz too many different kind of customer to mention. Let juz say there are friendly ones, nasty ones, and of cuz my fav pretty n cute ones. Sry but thats part of wat keeps me going for work.
Ok that's pretty much wat happened for this 7 months while i not blogging.
Lets move on to something more recent. (told u this is the longest post oredi) In the month of july, i went back hk for 11 days vacation. Pretty good trip back cuz did quite a bit of shopping. and yes i enjoy shopping but i am not gay. The main point is that shoppin for clothing and shoes n basically majority of stuff in hk is relatively cheaper compared to sg maybe becuz i'm not the one paying so i dun feel the pinch. Thank you dad mum n sis. I'll be back soon to spen.. see u all. Well after that 11 barely enough days, i'm back to sg preparing to go for wat some of my frens said orientation camp of your life! it turned out to be true! and almost took my life. Nah not that serious la juz the last day of the camp the last event was like phew~~ so tiring i feel like dying.. but eventually we won cuz i didnt die i guess. so i played quite a small little role in winning that. Anyway to elobrate more on the camp i will say that this Sports Camp is really good. The freshies (includin me) are mostly very sporty n sporting and everyone is having a good time i believed. and the Group leaders are very devoted in making the camp a success by giving their all to make sure we had a good time in our orientation camp. Hmm.. shit cant think of wat to write for the camp oredi. though didnt wrote much regarding the camp but i believe when i look back at this post in 7 months time when i update my blog again i will still have a smile on my face cuz of all the fond memories i had in the camp.
For now, sch juz started on monday. Lectures so far are still bearable like my long post. Haven have any tutorial class yet so i still praying for some hot babes or cute gals in my grp until reality sets in. In conclusion, i shall leave u all my loyal readers one of my many rap/poem/lyrics watever u all think it is. Thanks for your 23minutes of your life wasted reading this!

-Wish-
make a wish when the lights goes off
it will come true once the lights are back on
so wat did u wish for?
mine are juz simple things in life
things i neglected most of the time
people i cared for i doesnt seem to have the time
as i leveled up in my journey of life
friends i made in sch i doesnt seem to have the time
as we all moved in different direction in our life
so my wish is that to sit down n make some time
to update my blog so that u all can know whats going on in my life
maybe someday we can go for a drink at grapewine
maybe someday we can find time to rewind
think about wats important in our life
nv regret neglecting all the important ones we have in our life
there u have it i'm sittin down making my wish
but my wish still haven come true
because the lights are still on in my room. -.-'