This evening went joggin in preparation for the Ahm this coming sunday. Jogged the usual route around my neighbourhood, worn the usual attire that i'll wear for jogging, jogged at the usual pace i've been jogging all the while, everything is as usual. After jogging for approximately 45mins, i stopped where i usually will stop and walked the usual way home. If u're someone who wear spects to jog, u should be able to understand wat was my situation, as i was walking home, my spects is covered by sweats since i ran so fast but thats not the point, the point is that it's very uncomfortable so i held my spects on my hand and made my way home.
The moment my vision is blurred, the way home seem so similar yet different (WTF?!), similar in the sense that despite without my spects on, i have no problem evading obstacles or taking short cuts because this is the darn usual route that i'll take everytime after run. In life, is it the same scenario? We have been going thru our life the same mundane way everyday? U wake up, shower, go work/school, the same fried rice for lunch, go home, dinner, some leisure/free time, then goes to bed and the next day this dull cycle repeats itself and the day after and so on... Not only the things u do each day are the same, but the way u does them also the same becasue this is how u do it for the past dunno how many years, and it's such a habit that u can't change them? or because u noe this is the tried and trusted way to complete the task so why bother doing it some other ways? Is this how many of us out there are living our life this way.
Well, apart from feeling similar, the difference i felt is that the moment the spectacles are off, i felt relaxed, i dun have to care how ppl will look at my shag and sweaty look and wondered wat's their opinion simply because of the fact that i can't see whether they are lookin at me or not. Maybe some of us in life are so concerned about how others will think when we do this and do that and it limits us to wat we can actually do. Or the impression u want others to have of you is some important that u are not being yourself but pretending to be this someone that matches the expectation from others? Isn't it sad that u can't really be yourself because wat's acceptable and not acceptable are not to be determine by u but by the society.
In order to make ur present more interesting, maybe we should live our everyday 'without the spectacles', dun always have fried rice for lunch, cook urself even though it may not taste nice cuz not everyone is as good cook as me but still u did sth fulfuilling, dun always go way with friends on weekend at usual orchard road, spend time with ur family, talk to them and let them know how much u appreciate and love them. Dun everyday do things by the same route, do sth interesting. guess i'll hold my chopsticks with my right hand tml. ha. Apart from doing sth funny sometime, try not to care about wat the world think of u when u wear this clothes or how u look and just be who u wanna be, do things u wanna do but of course be responsible for ur action and the proper conduct, not like running around marina square naked unless u have a nice boobs and butt. anyway guess thats pretty much wat i have to write and it's time to put my spectacles on as it's coming to an end. Gotta go back to the usual slp that i have... So much for all these writing~

Woohoo~!~! My last post was a month ago, time flies huh. 2months and 19days left to the big day, thats pretty cool. It's time to flip thru the 'recuitment' section to see what's there to work as after the army life. Well, my friends suggested that i could be a saleman at NUM partly becoz of my build and only becoz of it i guess. But i'm still unsure about wat i wanna work as during the months of free time i have before uni starts, so guess gonna spend the upcoming days to slowly consider and see if i can come to a decision. Been runnin alot lately, the Ahm (Army Half Marathon) training, rugby (past), but also eating lot of junk food and supper too so guess it kinda cancel out all the hard work put into the trainings and it's back to square one haha. Damn, gotta stop the recent addiction of instant noodles and potato chips man, muz be quite stress lately to indulge on these junk food, kiddin is juz somtimes too lazy to cook or go down to buy my lunch n dinner so resort to these food, marriage of convenient.