Once u learn how to die, u learn how to live

Day and Night

2009-10-13T16:42:00.002+08:00

Don't you just love Christmas?

not forgetting the Mid-Autumn Festival, and how about the National Day?

Well, all these festivals have one thing in common. They only happen once a year.

If you love these festivals, then you gotta love my blog. cause i only update it once a year too.

Welcome back, my fellow readers. First, I've like to apologise for my sudden disappearance which caused emptiness in many of you. I'm sorry.

Now, I'll try my very best to update every now and then, and I'll make sure it happens more often than Christmas. Cheers to that.

After coming back to Hong Kong last year on 30th August. I was actually looking forward to a brand new start.

But I was wrong.

I was homesick. That's a kinda confusing situation we have here. let me explain it to you.

HongKong is my homeland. Singapore is where i felt at home. So i'm back in my homeland but I'm not feeling at home and therefore, I was homesick.

I wouldn't say it was a hard year for me. In fact, I had it easy.

I was working at a tuition center, *cough call me tutor, as a part timer that only required to go to work on Monday, Wednesday and Friday.

And for Tuesday and Thurday, I'm giving a total of 3 hours of private tuition to two students.

With so much free time in my hand, what did i do with them?

Of course, I was revising to prepare myself for University.

Any friends of mine would know that i am lying.

Of course I didn't revise. I was playing online game for whatever free time that I had. And I started dislike going out. Another reason is also because I don't really have any friends to go out with.

I guess I fell into depression for a period of time. But it ain't serious, it's just like Paris Hilton falling in love.

Every story needs a turning point, don't they?

Well, the turning point for me came around May/June this year. My contract with the tuition center is coming to an end. And because of my outstanding performance, they decided not to extend my contract.

Probably because I have one tattoo too many.

So i was jobless. And school-less.

GREAT! more time to concentrate on playing my online game.

Just as things and my body shape goes out of hand.
There comes a glimmer of hope.

I was surfing online looking for a job. That just showed how lazy I was, didn't even bothered to buy a newspaper to find a job.

And i stumbled upon the Three Stripes.

"Adidas Group Hong Kong is hiring the following positions: ...

Walk-in interviews on ..... time ..... "

Yup. again.

working in adidas in Singapore and working in adidas in Hong Kong, there are big differences.

Of course the most important difference is that in Singapore, we use the 4-letter word.

While in Hong Kong, we use the 3-letter word.

So i started working in retail again in July this year, and I was waiting for my university application.

By the end of August, all my applications got rejected.

I thought I didn't do that badly for my GCE 'A' Level.

Anyway, I applied for banking and accounting at ChuHai College, and i got accepted.

I thought Nanyang Technology Uni is gonna be the most 'Chinese-named' Uni that i'll go to.

I was wrong.

ChuHai. take that Nanyang.

I know i can, Be what i wanna be.

2008-10-10T01:29:00.010+08:00

When you were a little kid,

Have you ever dreamt of what you gonna be when you grow up?

well i do,

When I was very young,

I thought i was going to be a scientist because it sounded easy

to say 'I want to be a scientist!'

Not to mention that i failed my chemisty since sec 3 and the rest is history.

Then, i grow older and got the chance to play the board-game 'Life!'

It was a life changing game.

I changed my aspiration to be an Accountant, because in this board-game,

they draws the highest salary!

Then, i grow even older, and i visualise that being an Accountant could be quite boring.

So i decided yet again to change my inspiration to be a banker or something. Where u deal

with people more often and have a higher chance of meeting a hot babe.

Money attract Chicks. I ain't sexist.

I'm juz playing. I love pussycat dolls. Dont cha?

Anyway,

Despite all my ambitions, i chose Mechanical Enginnering in university.

That's smart, scientist.

It didn't last long though. And now i have the chance to choose what i really want to study again.

suddenly the thoughts of what i want to be in future comes into my mind again.

And one job, especially after i watched Speed couple of weeks back, really interests me right now.

If you watched Speed before, you could have guessed it by now.

No, not the wounded bus driver.

But, THE SWAT TEAM. ok in Hong Kong, will be THE SDU TEAM. i guess. Special Duties Unit.

although it may sound like some superglue advertisment, special duties. But right now, it really

interests me. Imagine the following picture.

Yup. That could be me. Your future superhero. Saving the cat from the tree.

But of course, I have to be realistic. Is not easy to get into this kinda forces.

So, I gave myself some alternatives...

Like...

ok my bad. Of course teaching could be an alternative.

But my point is which teacher dress like that to school?

I would like to be the principal. 'Come to my office now, Miss Slut.'

I even censored the Bre_sts and As__o__ region to make keep this blog PG rated (:

ok serious stuff aside.

Of course, after getting a degree in the university.

Securing an office job shouldn't be a problem...

But,

i doubt i can endure this kind of routine job.

Unless there are half naked hot babes sitting around me.

and i don't mean the bottom half naked, that will make this blog R-rated.

If none of the above works out,

then i guess i have no choice

but to be

this

sizzling hot

*ps: Those six packs are real.

only they are not mine.

mine is 8.

thank you for your time.

Selective reading.

2008-10-07T22:51:00.015+08:00

I was chatting with my close friend recently. We talked about random stuff like the recent collapse of the stock market and about the chemical Melamine found in milk.

Since the chemical is found in the milk, babies are reverting back to breast feeding.

Poor lucky babies.

So, i ask my close friend that i was chatting with, wat's her view on this incident.

It was a very long and insightful conversation we had, so to keep this blog clean and PG, i decided to present to you guys the summarised main idea of this conversation.

The rest, will be up to you guys imagination. Enjoy.

Me: another poisonious product from China, now the victims are babies. and the worst thing is the babies are reverting back to breast sucking! They are competing with us for those breast-es! So if is you, which one will u choose? Man or Babies?

Miss K:

Me: hmm. ok. thats quite greedy of you. But let say u can only choose one. Which one will u choose? Don't be greedy this time.

Miss K:

Me: woah. ok. don't get all excited first. I'm a sucker for little cute boys too. erm ok maybe not. But don't you think, Miss k, that it's like playing with fire? with little cute boys?

Miss K:

after the long hysterical laughter from Miss k.

I came to a very valuable conclusion.

Breast Feeding are best leave to the little cute ones.

Adults please do not snatch 'them' from 'them'.

That's all folks.

Please do not try to figure out the name of my close friend.

OR ELSE,

no more stories for you all!

I'm just playing Kim. (:

Thank you.

assballs

2008-05-30T00:50:00.004+08:00

when you ask someone a question. you expect an answer and you don't question the answer again. that's rude.

and i will label you stupid for doing that.

i encountered four of them today. i shall be creative and name them stupid 1, stupid 2, stupid 3 and stupid 4 respectively.

usually if you encountered one of them a day while working, it's consider unlucky already. to encounter four of them in one day. i must be getting lucky. if you know what i mean.

scene 1: Stupid 1

s1: hello, this in-sole can use for the older version boot? (she's holding a newer model's in-sole)
suki: yea. can. it works both ways.
s1: (gave me a doubting look) sure?
suki: ....

at this very moment. i really want to say. if you don't believe me, why even ask me. but of course being in the retail line. customer always comes first.

really?

of course after she is so confident in doubting me, i started to doubt myself too. so i made an effort to call one of the most experienced staff and to confirm with him and i am right.

so i went back to her..

suki: yes m'am. i just double checked for you. and yes it works for the older version too.
s1: sure?
suki: hmm if you can't screw the studs in. you can go screw yourself. for that, i'm pretty sure it works.

of course i didn't say that to her. if not, i will pretty much out of job till school re-opens. call me hypocrite.

scene 2: Stupid 2

s2: hi, why is the black colour street soccer shoes on discount while the white one with the same design are not on discount?
suki: because the white colour one is a newer colour and the black one is past season item.
s2: serious? are you kidding me?
suki:...

hey dude. do i look like a fucking comedian? why do i want to tell you a joke, so that i can make your pretty girlfriend laugh?

after abit pissed off...

suki: i'm not kidding, it's really a newer colour that is why its not discounted.
s2: really? but i thought i saw it for many months already.
suki: *too irritated to reply so just look at him
s2: ah nvm nvm.

you mean as long as you see the item for many months, it have to be on discount? try telling that to SBS or SMART. i see them everyday too.

scene 3: Stupid 3
s3: excuse me. can i try this shoe?
suki: yea sure, what size can i get for you?
s3: (looking and pointing at his feet) my size.
suki:....

well, technically it's a correct answer. it's your size that i'm getting but please, i need a number damn it!

so i calmed myself down..

suki: err... nvm why not you try the display first then from there i guage for you.
s3: ah.. okok guage..

last but not least,

scene 4: Stupid 4

it was so stupid that i really forgotten about it. but it is along the line of the really? sure? responses.

damn.

this is really a sure way of getting someone irritated.

really?

u what talk hur?

2008-05-20T01:31:00.004+08:00

i feel that blogging is like.. eating MacDonald.

you can eat them day after day, upsize, extra apple pie.
or once you stopped. you can stay away from Macddy for weeks or even months.

it's just like blogging. you can blog day after day with all these junks.
or once you stopped. you can stay away from blogging for weeks or even months.

and why am i repeating the second line. damn it.

anyway. i had Big Mac for my dinner and that explain this post.
cause like i said, blogging is like eating MacDonald.

and i don't know what's that line for.

ok. looking back at my posts. i think the blog address handphone and lighter is abit underrated. i feel it should be like handcuffs and lubricants. lets not get all excited now people.

perhaps, i should really write something decent for once. like talk about the politic.

ok politics. well, the only politician worth mentioning on this blog is none other than, yup u would have guessed it, Bill Clinton.

need no futher elaboration.

you know, back in secondary school days, my English teachers always emphasize the importance of having a thesis in your essays.

well if this is an essay. my English teachers will be so proud of me. i know i know.

thesis is overrated.

same goes for Big Macs. they are over-weighted.

work work work it.

2008-05-18T21:54:00.006+08:00

tomorrow is vesak day. A public holiday!

happpy holiday everyone. but i'm working.

i guess there are many people out there are also working on Vesak day, and they must be thinking 'grr, why do i have to work on a public holiday?'

well being a very informative and insightful person, i will tell u why and how Vesak day come about and maybe that will make those are working tomorrow feels better.

Vesak is an annual holiday observed by practicing Buddhists and it is a public holiday in many Asian countries like Cambodia, Sri Lanka, Malaysia, Myanmar, Thailand, Singapore, Vietnam, Indonesian, Hong Kong and Taiwan.
Vesak is sometimes informally called 'Buddha's birthday'.

that's all. thanks to wikipedia to make me sound so intelligent.

so if you are working, and feeling sad because it's a public holiday, just tell yourself basically you are working on someone's birthday instead of a public holiday. in that way, i'm sure you will feel better.

for the past two to three weeks, there ain't much significant events happened in my life cause i've been busy with work. leaving house at 930 in the morning and reach home about 1115 at night and on my off days i just want to really rest and slack. rest and slack also spell as fat.

but anyway, since i've been working lately and neglected at updating my blog. i feel bad for people who read them regularly and goes 'grr, fucker never update'. yes i know i know, many of you are saying that, just that you all are in denial. So i decided i must update it before gonna work for another 3 days.

since the only thing that happened in my life right now is work. what else can i talk about right? as much as i want to talk about something educational like sex and drugs, it's just not appropriate on the eve of Vesak day.

so, i've been cracking my brain to think of the Top 3 coolest jobs in the world. coolest to me at least. and how i rank them are according to the fun factor, job satisfaction it reward you with, and of course ignoring the pay. Cause you know highly paid jobs are usually boring. i'm not saying being an engineer is boring.

let the countdown begin.

coolest job number 3: Male teacher in an all girl school

lets not get kinky here. the only other place where you can be equally happy with all the girls surrounding you are probably in the clubs but then again being an educational and responsible young man, school will be a better place. imparting your knowledge to your students not only in shaping them as who they will be as they grow up but also impressing them with your intelligent. you know how girls like intelligent guys.

of course if i have a textbook like this will be great.

coolest job number 2: Male stripper at a bachelorette's party

not only it's a all girls party. but also you are stripping. and the ladies are screaming!
of course the best part will be when you finished stripping, you look at the ladies and say 'i'll give you all something to scream about later.'

coolest job number 1: handjob and blowjob

yup as you have guessed. the coolest job in the world. hairdresser i meant.

believe me.

book review

2008-05-07T23:17:00.003+08:00

back in secondary school days.

our teachers always encourage us to read more by forcing us to submit book reviews.
of course you are expected to read the whole book and write a review to the teacher and as if the teacher have read each and every book on earth that he/she will mark you either right or wrong for your review.

i bet many of you out there simply copied the summary at the back plus the first page of the book to complete the review. shame on you.

now i'll give you guys a proper book review. for the first time.

book title: Letters to Sam
author: Daniel Gottlieb

A grandfather's lessons on love, life, loss, and the gifts of life to his dearest grandson sam. sam is showing signs of autism when he's around 2 years old. of course that is gonna change his life forever. as a role of a loving grandfather, Daniel (Dan), started writing all these letters to sam since he's a baby. so when he grows up he can read all these letters his grandfather wrote for him even if Dan is not around. (kinda reminded of ps i love you)

there are so many beautiful and meaning lines in the book that i will recommend you guys to read it.

this book will teach you how to love, how to live your life, how to get back up on your feet when you falls down, and how to cherish you life. aww so meaningful.

what kind of lesson will you want to tell your grandson?

start living your life now.

end of review.

hmm now i know why i don't do well for my book reviews in secondary school days. p.s there is no summary at the back of the book. if not i'll have copied it.

Tio-man. what about Tio-woman?

2008-05-04T22:17:00.006+08:00

yes, i can hear it as the boat is approaching Mersing from Tioman.

the sound keeps getting louder as the coach drove closer to JB from Mersing.

finally, after crossing the custom. i can hear and see them clearly.

yes, hot ladies in heels. woo.

i'm back. woo.

Clear blue sky.
Endless oceanic view.
Natural waterfall.
Exciting marine life.
Hot bikini babes by the beach that checks me out.

well, all but the last one.

the most important one. damn.

despite having all the environment you need to hook up with some girls, Tioman, is missing the babes. i'm definitely not trying to say that there aint any hot babes in programmers. but you know the phrase 'grass on the other sides are greener, babes from the other land are hotter.'

but shockingly disappointing that the only pussies i saw there are cats. and amazingly there ain't any bitches around!

three days in a place where there is no internet access is a torture.

the importance of checking my emails. yup don't think too much.

anyway, since there ain't any chances of me checking my emails so i decided to get some nice tan and just enjoy the peaceful atmosphere there.

but sadly, i'm not tan but red. i love man utd, but i don't really want to be red like them. i'm like a big blushing mushroom now.

let's talk something serious now after spending the previous few minutes typing rubbish.

Tioman is a great place to calm ourselves from our hectic lifestyle, to appreciate what we have and how fortunate we are to have them in our live. so everyone please go and hug your laptop, give a rub on the back of your toilet, and kiss every hot babe you see on the street.

of cuz different people have different definition of a hot babe.

mine would be one with a pair of big eyes,
who can wear a pair of harry potter glasses but still looks hotter than Claire Jedrek,
and still uses the 'sunflower pose' when taking picture in this 21st century.

you guys must be thinking, 'haiz, no more already lah!'

But!
you guys know what is siukee's middle name? it's ---> never disappoint.

i have a picture of someone just like that.

isn't she hot?

kim, i'm afraid after this post, all the guys will kiss you when they see you on the street.

my bad.

2008-04-29T23:49:00.006+08:00

'For your own safety, please stand behind the yellow line.'

Singaporeans definitely know how to follow rules.

but i can't hold back anymore.

this is really pissing me off.

days when i took train to city hall to go to work.

when i want to alight from the train.

this is what the exact scene.

you guys must be thankful that i don't have a camera.

if not i will surely take a picture of every-fuck-one of ur face.

and give you people a nice nickname before i edit it with paint.

ok.

you all just followed rules right.

'stand behind the yellow line' - checked

'stand behind the yellow line and blocked the fucking door' - checked

'stand behind the yellow line and blocked the fucking door and rush in the moment the door opens' - checked.

i tell myself i shall not tackle everyone who come rushing towards me.

because for one simple reason, they are not holding a rugby ball.

soon, you all will force me to bring them and put it in your hands,

and don't blame me for giving you people a lift tackle.

this really irritate me. you think by rushing in, you will get a seat?

sorry that you have to find out on my blog that, by the time the train reach city hall from boon lay, the seats are all taken.

common sense please.

even if there are seats, those standing in the train already will sit down 1st before you even get your ass in the train and after you got tackled by me. so what's the worth people?

since i'm always full of brilliant ideas, here are my advices to you people.

1. if you are going towards boon lay from city hall and you want a seat. take the train to changi. then bounce back. trust me if you don't have a seat. find me. i'll let you sit on me. only if you are hot. if not you can sit on the person next to me.

2. this idea goes out to SMRT. refer to diagram below

now you all will know how to stand behind the yellow line PROPERLY.

now WHERE'S MY SEAT?

coating strawberries

2008-04-24T19:49:00.005+08:00

chocolate milk, banana milk, strawberry milk. ever wonder how they are made?

well a stupid answer will be to squash some strawberries and mix them in the milk.

but my friend had a stupi... better answer. she thought that to get strawberry milk, just feed the cows with strawberries and milk them, and there you go! strawberry milk! i thought cows only eat grass, i didn't know they eat strawberries, banana, chocolate. lucky cow.

all the Marigold workers will be out of job.

and the funny thing is that she's not joking.

God bless your innocence. i meant ignorance.

i don't blame her. cause literature never teach her about strawberries, cows, or milk. Just like engineering never teach me about william shakespeare.

lol. still friends right.

for the past few days. i thought about alot of things.
especially where am i leading in life?
i'm not being emo. it's more like a reflection on myself and find the right path again. and my sister email me a passage from the book she read, 'happiness now' by Andrew Matthews. and there's one line in there i want to share with everyone who need some motivation now.

'take any goal you want to achieve, ... , and you will find a hundred reasons why it is inconvenient or impossible, but all you need is ONE really good reason why you want something! then you go and get it!'

thanks sis.

good teacher.

ok that's all. time to go eat some strawberries and hopefully it will be strawberry flavoured. if you know what i mean.

be a man

2008-04-20T23:52:00.004+08:00

i managed to catch 'forbidden kingdom' by Jackie Chan in the theater,
and i'll probably go get myself drunk first before getting all violent,

and boy, the malaysian man who abandoned his two daughters in JB better pray that he does not met me with my Erdinger in hands.

i'm angry and disgusted at the man's doing, at the same time feel sorry for his two young daughters.

click here to get angry

yes, men love sex.
but haven't you in the 29 years of your life, heard before the saying
'with great sex, come great responsibility'?

even if it was not great, you still have to be responsible.
they are your own daughters.

i believe if you are not ready for the commitment and responsibility required for bringing up a child, to provide them with love and concern. then don't.

they are the ones paying for your 9secs of pleasure.
(thanks my friend cucumber, who told me of the duration of orgasm)
for 2 daughters, 18 secs of pleasure.
your selfish 18 secs can ruin the two little girls' lifetime.

get yourself a blow the fuck up doll.
or just wear a simple rubber.

be responsible people.

this is a very valuable lesson for everyone i feel,
both the parents must be ready to be committed,
take up the responsibilities for the upbringing of their child.

in yesterday's paper, the father had a tearful reunion with his daughters, saying he will take care of them. and Mr Soon, who have been looking after the two girls for this man, said at the end of the interview on what his view on the reunion, 'Only time will tell.'

and indeed it is a short time.

in today's paper, the father ran away once again while giving excuse of going for a toilet break.

Seems like escaping through the toilet is a new thing in town now.

i thought flush away through the toilet bowl was a myth.

adults like to lie.

valuable lesson

2008-04-19T17:57:00.004+08:00

frienster's new horoscope for today:
Aquarius:
'You're a good person, and people will see that today -- even if you're teasing them.'

friendster know me best.

but it's still wrong.
not only today, c'mon. be generous, no wonder people are switching to facebook.

__________________________________________

when i was younger,
each time finished watching a Jackie Chan's movie with my family,
i will go around kicking my sister.

my teachers alway say practice makes perfect.

but my mum told me, 'violence does not solve any problem.'

see wen, by stabbing me, it does not solve any problem,
it will only casue more,
because many of my fans out there will be mourning my death,
in return, they will not have the mood to go work or go school,
which will eventually affect the singapore's economy.

so wen, put the spear down. repent and you shall be forgiven.

but few days ago, i saw an article on the NEWPAPER, makes me wonder actually violence do solve some problem.

click here for the story if you think i'm hot

since all of you, my readers clicked on the link.
i don't really need to give more details on the story.
and thanks by the way.

but i must say, she has put violent into good use.
and the thief is quite a disgrace honestly,
what a pussy.
literally.

from her story, i came to an enlightenment.

my mum's saying is 'violence does not solve any problem.'

i'll tell her 'violent enough can solve any problem.'

let see if i can find any Jackie Chan's movie.

freedom of speech

2008-04-17T22:00:00.008+08:00

ok this is getting out of hand.

the intention of my posts are meant to be children friendly.

where the whole family can sit down and read them without worrying about any explicit contents in my blog.

for far, my posts are doing fine.

just a few comments on tagboard are not so family-friendly.

lets not point finger at wen. i don't like to pinpoint people out.

wen is a very beautiful girl, and she studies literature, as you my readers can see from her comment, she is a big fans of William Shakespeare.

why she like William Shakespeare?

i'll guess is because of the keyword in his name - 'shake'.

lol. i'm just kidding wen.

i guess many of you out there will be interested to see how a girl will look like to be a fan of William Shakespeare right?

no worries, my reader. i never disappoint.

i managed to get hold of a picture that wen took with W.S some time ago.

i'm just playing wen. (:

next, something is bothering me for the past few days.

i'm so occupied with the inflation we are facing now.

serious people, i do worry about not earning enough in the future to even meet the necessity of daily life.

maybe i'm worrying too much, until a tourism and hospitality friend of mine confirmed my worries.

$30 for one underwear, that's what i call inflation people.

start saving now my friends.

u break my heart

2008-04-14T22:03:00.007+08:00

well done.

all these years haven't i been nice to you?

and yet you decided to disappoint me now. abandon me NOW.

just one day before my exam, why do have to do this to me?

u left me so helpless. so blinded.

i was panic without you by my side.

but it's ok. i can get over you.

you are not irreplaceable.

i'm sure i can find one that is so much better than you,

more understanding than you.

fuck up tablelamp.

Peeing Tom

2008-04-12T23:14:00.008+08:00

‘让我闪耀，让我闪耀，让我发出光辉将个世界照’

(direct translation)
'let me shine, let me shine, let me emit lightrays to shine on the world'

how inspiring.

you are suppose to sing it in cantonese then you will feel the inspiration.
it was one of my choir song back when i was in primary school that we need to perform.

yes choir.

but since the little siukee. i knew there are alway remixes for songs.
i heard one such version from some fucking seniors that corrupted my innocence from then on.

it goes.

‘让我小便，让我小便，让我发出小便将个世界照’

(direct translation)
'let me pee, let me pee, let me emit pee to shine on the world'

equally inspiring.

this simple line changed my life.
whenever before i pee. i will sing this song to my mum.

just imagine if i'm really urgent.

the reason why i painstakingly typed those chinese lyrics
is because i went swimming this afternoon,

there was this botak chinese boy peeing in the pool!

let give this botak boy a name, say peeing Tom.

I don't blame peeing Tom for peeing in the pool, i mean be honest here. put up your hand if you have pee-ed in the pool before when you were younger.

see what i mean. now i know you all pee-ed in the pool when you were younger.

sick fucks.

anyway, what was so disturbing, was not the colour of his pee, but the expression on his face.

He was laughing really happily to his sister as he pee, and his sister was cheering him on.

exciting hur, sister.

it can only get more exciting.

he noticed that i was looking at him, and he didn't stop laughing. but i did not cheer him on like his sister. i just smiled back at him.

i guess that's the natural polite reaction to anyone who is laughing/smiling at you.

the first thought that came to my mind seeing his expression was,

"poor Tom, god knows how long you have been holding your pee."

the second thought was,

"are you sure you are peeing, Tom?'

men are only so happy when you know, you all should know la my readers, you all are not saints.

but i can come to a conclusion. he was not in choir when he was in primary school.

if not he will be happily shouting

'let me pee, let me pee, let me emit pee to shine on the world'

what goes around comes back around

2008-04-12T16:33:00.004+08:00

see siukee. karma.

being an asshole like you making fun of your friends and your teacher sister.

now the whole world gonna think that you surf porn again this afternoon because of drea's comment.

but in fact you haven't. maybe you were planning to.

until your mum call you to go to the bank and get your atm card replaced.

maybe you'll go and have a look later when you have time.

now you must feel remorseful about what you've done.

you must be feeling sorry for being such an asshole to your friends.

now you must apologise.

siukee is sorry, friends.

you must promise yourself to andrea, wen, kim, andrew, josh and all other friends that are gonna feature on your blog soon that you will not mention their name ever again on your blog.

i'm sorry people... but

Dream On. :X

aww. siukee.

i'm your friend

2008-04-11T17:07:00.013+08:00

today i received an email from my dearest sister who's working in hongkong as a teacher.

the title of the email : 'hey fucker.'

teacher.

she goes on and mention in the fucker email that:

'So.. before I start, have you been good? I mean.. of course you aren’t. I can see that you are hyper-sexually deprived but who can blame you? Afterall, that’s the only thing that ever occurs in a man’s mind eh?'

only teacher add such beautiful adjective to sexually deprived.

therefore. i have made up my mind! no more sex on my blog. not only people thinks that i'm hyper- sexually deprived, they will think that i'm a shallow person, somemore i read the NEWPAPER.

so today! i will touch on something that concern everyone of us right now.

something that is affecting everyone's daily live worldwide.

yes. the stock market.

ok. i'm done.

moving on. despite my previous attempt on reducing the number of people calling me fucker.

some people just don't learn. let's not try to look at the tagboard and try to find my friend drea. whose real name shall not be disclose as andrea.

and let's not mention my sister email too.

teacher.

you guys better stop it before i do something drastic.

but it's too late. i already did.

well. it didn't really go well with my surname as you can see. but fortunately, my surname is not Seah.

if not. it's really 'Fucker Seah'.

i'm just playing guys, you know i love you.

recently, my friends are becoming very wary when they talk to me.

they are afraid that they will become the next victim of this blog.

no worry kimberley, i covered up your name in the picture.

i deserve some scolding.

that's all friends. my mum just said.

"hey fucker! Go back to your studies la"

ok she didn't said that but i know she wanted to.

is ok. i still love you mum.

it's hard to swallow

2008-04-11T01:39:00.011+08:00

Arsene Wenger, manager of Arsenal, said something very disturbing after Arsenal's 4 - 2 loss to Liverpool in the recent European Champions League Quarter Finals.

Quoted from the NEWPAPER. yes the newpaper.

'Over the two games, this is hard to swallow. the ...'

&

'we have to live with decisions like that. But, for seven or eight weeks now, we have had to swallow things you rather not swallow.'

~Arsene Wenger

woah.

now i know what goes on in the dressing room.

now i know what you guys are swallowing that i rather not.

now i know you guys are swallowing for so long.

now that explains the recent poor run of form.

now this arsenal fan with his hand up say excitedly: 'My turn to swallow!'

look at the determination in his eyes.

so how about you, ladies? can you swallow?

see. we'r talking about swallowing pride here.

every man have to swallow our pride once awhile,

stay humble and be a better man.

what were you thinking?

true love

2008-04-10T21:58:00.012+08:00

men and women both love their respective 'S'.

Yes! you'r right. i'm talking about sex again. partially.

there's no denying fact that men love sex. i have a colleague, let's not mention his name andrew. he proved to me that, men can have sex anytime anywhere of the day.

the other day when we were having a nicotine break during work. a hot lady walked pass:

sk: 'woo. she's hot.' (which actually meant i want to have sex with her.)
andrew replied: 'i juz had sex with her with my eyes.'

That is what i call eyes power.

men just love sex.

but for women, as much as we think they love sex just as we do, we are wrong.

they love Shopping!

'YAY!' half the population just cheered with joy.

you ask a lady which month of the year they like most?
'june' is probably the answer.

is it because it's school holiday? (for some)
No. its GSS!

GSS stands for great singapore sex. sorry i meant sales.

i'm always impress with womens' sense of direction only when it comes to shopping.

'where's topman?' i asked

'oh. walk straight all the way, once you see Giodano turn right, then go further down until you see a fountain and turn right thats where topman is.' female shopper replied.

'woah. so... where's toa payoh?' i asked, expecting an equally detailed answer.

'huh? don't know la. don't ask so much la. go shop la, ask ask ask, you know where's topman meh? hur? hur? hur hur hur!' what a replied by my female shopper friend.

you see. when it comes to shopping. women just know where are having the best deals.

jeans?
come i'll bring you there.

tops?
follow me.

bags?
this way.

shoes?
here.

the confidence you see in them when they are giving direction in the shopping mall make men wonder, 'she must have worked here as security guard. but nvm i still want to have sex with her.'

their love for shopping is same as men's love for sex. based on one common belief - it is never enough.

that's never too many bags for a lady.
that's never too many sex for a man.

that's always room for one more pair of shoes for a lady.
that's always room for one more round of sex for a man.

see the resemblance.

the smile on the ladies face when they are shopping, is the same kind of smile you see on a man's face during the beautiful game - sadly not sex but soccer.

Yes, soccer is men second love. saturdays are never complete until your wife/girlfriend comes home with Le Senza bags in hand and ask you. 'honey, i'm home. did man utd won? want to have hot sex right NOW?'

but in reality the only thing gonna happen to NOW is:

'honey, i'm home and you better get your ass off the sofa NOW and come here and carry the bags for me. my heels are killing me. argh.'

aww. aren't they just lovely.

what about women's second love?

well it also starts with a letter 'S'.

aww. thanks.

p.s: for those beauty contestants reading this, in case you still haven figure out what women's second love is that starts with a 'S'.

well it's siukee.

aww. thanks.

i care for you guys.

2008-04-09T00:33:00.007+08:00

few days ago i read an article on the NEWPAPER, i ain't shallow i just don't have the time for STRAITS TIME, that piece of wonderful news could bring a faint smile to all heartbroken ladies out there.

Not implemented in Singapore yet. No worries heartbroken Sg girls, i can bring a faint smile to your face.

Anyway back to the news. click here if you think i'm hot

aww thanks.

and for those minority out there who didn't click on it cause you don't think i'm hot. well, at least i'm nice. nice enough to tell you what the article is about and then maybe you'll think i'm hot.

'Just broke up? Get a day off.'

that's only if you are working for japanese firm hime & company.

they believed that after the break up, ladies wouldn't have the mood to work.

and wouldn't want to show up to work with their puffy eyes due to crying overnight for the jerk.

so the firm is considerate enough to allow the worker to take up to 3-days heartbreak leaves annually to mend her heart. at least the heartbroken will be thinking, 'my company loves me more than my boyfriend.'

what about the men?

well the article did not stat any heartbreak leaves for men, and i didn't bother looking it up on the net cause what will people think when they see a tattoo man surfing the net for 'heartbreak leaves for men'.

but honestly, let me give you this scenario, men.

'taken your medicine? you were on mc yesterday right?' asked boss.

'no boss, i was on heartbreak leave.' man A.

'WaT? Heart the fuck break leave!?' shocked boss.

but if the same scenario but is for a lady.

'taken your medicine? you were on mc yesterday right?' asked boss.

'no boss, i was on heartbreak leave.' woman A.

'aww i see. he must be blind to leave a beautiful girl like you....' on and on and on and on by the boss with only one intention in mind. ' i want to have sex with you.'

so you see. this kind of leaves only applicable to ladies.

BUT no worries men. i have spent some quality time thinking of the possible leaves for the men in future. You never know, one day i might be your boss.

'Just woke up? Get a day off.'

you woke up late for work! struggling between a mc or taxi fare to work and probably some ticking off from your boss. No worry, you have the 'just woke up? get a day off' off.

probably 3-4times annually. Anymore than that, you derseve a tight slap.

'Just screwed up? Get a day off.'

well this applies when you are actually at work already. probably you screwed up some doucment or screwed the boss's secretary. This off is not really your entitlement and you wouldn't want to take this off cause it can delay your promotion from 3months to 1 year, depending on how screwed up you are.

probably once a year will be acceptable.

'Just "stood" up? Get a day off.'

i'm abit shy to type this. you know, i don't really talk about sex and stuff on my blog. But i believed many office guys out there agreed with me that, during the few hours before knock off time, when you are feeling sleepy after the hokkien mee lunch, something will 'stood up'. When you'r sleepy, most likely you are fantasizing the lady across you, or you are fantasizing about the girl you met last night. and it's just a natural reaction. That's when 'Just "stood" up? Get a day off' comes into handy. Just knock on my door in future. tell me you have some out'standing' chores you have to take care, and there you go!

probably once or twice per week. It's a men thing, women just don't get it.

guys, finally, before getting all aroused and wanting to jerk off, just a small request from me

parental guidance not needed

2008-04-07T18:41:00.010+08:00

Spent alot time doing physics and computing today. while i was doing computing, which involves writing over-elobrated programmes for a simple question. it reminds me of one thing -- women.

before you all call me a sexist let me clarify one thing. i love boobies.

i shall disect point by point on why i compared women to computing.

1st - computing is complicating, so is woman.

what we do in computing is to design a solution to a relatively easy question. The question is a simple one, but to come up with a logical solution to make the programme work, it often requires more than just logics.

isn't that just like women.

2nd - once you get it, they will work for u

in computing, once u can defy yourself with logical thinkings, and surprised yourself with a solution to the question. the dumbass computing will work for you obediently. often requires a few key words and maybe an element or surprise.

i did not mention women.

when i was in junior college. i recalled that during one of the General Paper lectures, my lecturer flashed the following pictures in the lecture hall. and i would like to share it with you guys, if you all haven already seen them.

which lead me to explain to you guys how our everydays' conversation actually meant, both to the male and the female.

'your dress look great.'

girl - girl: this dress make you look uglier than me. ha ha.

boy - girl: i want to have sex with you.

'you'r not fat.'

girl - girl: 'roll eyes'.

boy - girl: i want to have sex with you.

'you'r so hot'

girl - girl: you'r a slut.

boy - girl: i want to have sex with you.

these are just a few examples to get my point across. basically all you need to do is whenever a guy do something nice to a lady, his intention is just 'i want to have sex with you.'

except guys that are born in january. 'hi i'm mix capricorn/aqaurius, wanna go swimming with me?'

lol.

Ladies! next time beware when a guy friend ask you, 'can i borrow a pen from you?'. you should know what's his intention.

that's all for today. time to go and have sex. study i meant.

what friends are for man.

2008-04-06T21:45:00.002+08:00

i'm super dehydrated tonight. which gave me the inspiration for today's post.

Nope. it have nothing to do with water whatsoever. just that because of the lack of water in my brain, it makes my brain more concentrated. yea if you know what i mean. haha.

i juz discovered a phenomenal.

when i was younger, i am pretty sure and confident with myself that my name is siukee.

but as i grow older, i get more and more confused is that my real name. or should i put it that my friends are the ones getting confused.

usually my name now revolved around two things. one is fucker, the other is a female reproductive organ.

let me just give you a few examples.

at work;

when i arrived at work, our first greeting of the day to one another will be 'hey fucker.'

so no surprise there when some customers in the store mentioned 'fuck', its a natural reaction that my colleagues and i will turn and look at the customer, not becasue he's rude, but because we thought he was calling one of us.

in school;

i'm an average guy, therefore the attendence for school is also average. alot of my friends from the same lecture group seldom get to see me and they must have missed me. once they see me, they must be so overwhelmed with emotion that they will go 'hey fucker, so long never see you already, busy studying ah?'

'hey fucker' - correct
'so long never see you already'- correct
'busy studying ah' - correct

basically its a very correct statment.

the last example is over the phone;

i got this best friend of mine, lets not mention his name joshua.
most of the time he call me, once i pick up the phone, he will go;
'Wa 'female reproductive organ', i tell u ah....'

u see. real names are over-rated.

but actually come to think about it. u only call people u are close to with nicknames and my nicknames are more than just personal, its private sometimes. awww... i just love you guys. but i ain't gay.

the important annoucement!

2008-04-04T22:09:00.004+08:00

my best friend is a shy guy.
more shy than me, that's really shy.
the other day i was at his hall, discussing on the topic to present for one of his module.
basically it's just a 3min prepared speech.
he told me he is going to touch on the wonder of smiles.
and he shared with me a poem relating to smile and i was so impressed that i rated his poem the second best that i've ever heard in my many years of experience in literature, to be exact, sec 1 and sec 2.

before i share it with you guys, he proved one very important point of today's entry. The thesis statement of this post: 'January babies are generally humorous.'

i know i konw. readers out there can't wait to agree more on that.
lets not elobrate on that if not it will be as long as another post. ok i know what you are thinking, just for you, my readers, i'm gonna touch on that for my next post.

back to the poem, my best friend say he came up with this 4 liner poem just to illustrate to his class the amazing power of smile and also to make it a more interesting introduction for his speech. the poem is as followed:

"when i was a juvenile
i saw i man sitting along the aisle
looking sad, i approached him with a smile
turns out he's a pedophile" ~kwl

lol.
my first response, beside laughing out loud, was what the fuck that's gotta do with the wonder of smile? that's not wonderful.. to some maybe. and i told him, your classmates gonna think that 'poor chap, he muz been ass-fucked when he was younger, lets check out his ass while he presents' and at this point i got an inspiration for a part II for his poem, and it goes:

"when i was a juvenile
i get ass-fucked once in a while
all started because of an innocent smile
now i turn out to be a pedophile" ~sk

surprisingly, both of us said the last line together. now you see why we are best friends.

being a shy guy like him, who would have expect him to present this kind of explicit contents to his classmates?
well, he didn't. instead, he chose to present another poem which is less disturbing compared to these two.
in the end, he didn't do as well as i have expected. like i told him, pedophile sells! just look at micheal jackson! ok yuk fon is going to be angry that i poked fun at her childhood idol.
But she's a girl, she's safe.

Guess we all have learnt a very important lesson here today.
Never smile at a man sitting along the aisle, if you are a juvenile reading this.

if you are not a juvenile reading this, and i happened to be the man sitting along the aisle. then i got another important lesson for you.

'hi i'm mix capricorn/aquarius, wanna go swimming?'

lol. i'm super lame.

and thank you for your 10mins to read this important announcement.

edited

2008-04-04T01:01:00.003+08:00

it was really beautiful.

the sun, the sand, the sea.

Nothing more i can ask for. honestly.

Thanks for being there please. (:

but i still think i'm quite crappy sometime
just so i can see your sweet smile.

Stop and Stare.

2008-04-02T05:14:00.004+08:00

I wish for a sunny wednesday.

Hopefully the radiostation will play:

Eternal Flame.

'close your eyes, give me your hand'

Be kind. Don't rewind.

2008-03-27T21:40:00.005+08:00

when i feel delighted. i blog.
when i feel dejected. i blog.
when i feel helpless. i pray.
when i feel foolish. i am.

this is seriously hilarious.

'honk! honk! move along. u'r road hogging.'
take the passenger seats if u dunno how to drive, casuist.

________________________________________

celebrating the centurial message.
a present awaits.
donut could be the biggest hint.
black is the colour of it.
not your chomg sum.

Work it

2008-03-19T00:24:00.002+08:00

There's a new song in town,
"somebody hit the rack, somebody hit the rack" (:

No wonder people say i'm an ass.

Looking forward to friday's work.
Last day before i take a break for exam.
Implying that exam is near.
Also holidays are near. YAY!!

Well for the one month plus of break. guess i'm gonna miss working. sadly, my form of escape.

There's great ending to the song,
"but the cctv won't play back ):"

hmm

2008-03-17T23:36:00.001+08:00

deja vu

Mix breed

2008-03-17T18:31:00.006+08:00

I'm mix. My dad is Leo, my mum is Scorpio. And i'm capricorn/aquarius.

I received this mail from a friend of mine and below are the extracts from the mail.

CAPRICORN - The Passionate Lover

love to bust. nice. sassy. intelligent (ahem). sexy (ahem!). grouchy at times and annoying to some. lazy and love to take it easy. but when they find a job or something they like to do they put their all into it. proud. understanding and sweet. Irresistible (ahem). loves being in long relationships. great talker. always gets what he or she wants.

AQUARIUS - Does It In The Water

trustworthy. attractive (ahem). great kisser (ahem!). one of a kind. loves being in long-term relationships. can be clumbsy at times but tries hard. will take on any project. proud of themselves in whatever they do. messy and unorganized. procrastinators. great lovers, when their not sleeping. extreme thinkers. loves their pets usually more then their familiy. can be VERY irritating to others when they try to explain or tell a story. unpredictable. will exceed your expectations. not a Fighter, but will Knock your lights out.

I feel that some of the points are indeed quite true about me, not to mention those with ahem. after reading them i realized why all these years my parent refuse to buy me a dog, is because they read this before and they remembered 'love their pets usually more then their family.' now i know why. anyway one of my friend suggested a pick up line for me 'hi, i'm mix capricorn/aquarius, want to go swimming?'

haha kimberland, u'r funny! (:

Bed-time story

2008-03-11T00:09:00.003+08:00

Emily, 3, said: 'Daddy, will u tell me a story before i go to sleep?'

'Sure sweetheart.'

So Emily's daddy tuck her in, pull the blanket over her and place her favourite teddy bear in her arm. Seated next to her, stroking her hair and begins;

'Long long time ago, there lived a little boy name Rudy. Rudy loves fishing, every weekend when his daddy is not working, he will ask his daddy to bring him to the river near their house to go fishing. Rudy's mum will prepare sandwiches for them to bring along for their fishing trips. Weeks after weeks, months after months, the weekend fishing trip becomes a routine for the father and son, and it also serves as a great bonding session for them. However, Rudy have yet to catch a fish despite so many attempts. Rudy feels that it must be the bait not attractive enough, or his method of fishing is wrong. Well, his perseverance paid off, after months of trying he finally caught his first fish. He brought the fish home and put her inside a bowl and put her on his study desk. But after sometime, he realized the fish is not eating and she look very sad. When Rudy tried to ask her what's wrong, she will just open her mouth and stare blankly at him. So one day, Rudy decided that he should let her go, he should release her back into her own world where she is really happy with...'

At this point, Emily is already sound asleep cuddling the teddy bear in her arm. Emily's dad give her a gentle peck on her forehead and whispered, 'Goodnight sweetheart.'

Da Verrry Code

2008-01-08T01:44:00.000+08:00

Once u discover the reason to live for.

u learn how to work towards it.

Hoobastank - The reason. And the reason it's you.

Discovery Channel - Myth Buster. It's not a myth.

Who say B follows A. i'll say D.

2008-01-01T05:17:00.000+08:00

Anticipation only bring Disappointment.

Again.

One year closer

2008-01-01T00:18:00.000+08:00

'Thank you, Happy new year!'

5 emotional words.

WMD

2007-12-12T23:56:00.000+08:00

I'm not into warfare of the mind.

Thank God is

2007-10-04T05:52:00.000+08:00

FRIDAY tomorrow.

Damn

2007-09-09T02:21:00.001+08:00

Excited!

Random

2007-08-29T04:38:00.000+08:00

Joy is wat i see in his eyes
50 cents is enough to make him smile
So innocent is his laughter
I wondered where's mine
So many things going thru my mind
Thinking abt this thinking abt that
oh fuck i wish i'll juz die
Once u learn how to die
U'll learn how to live your life
Society expectation is way beyond my line
Self expectation is something i cant define
1 step 2 steps it become 3 steps behind
3 steps 2 steps it become 1 step out of line
Cross the boundary friends start to say goodbye
Ask you for this ask you for that
They can never be satisfied
Ask them for this ask them for that
They dont seem interested to reply
Friends grow friends change
To me is fine
I grow i change
They say i will regret for the rest of my life
So sick and tired
I shall not complain
So bad is the experience
I dare not try again
So high is the standard
I fall short again
So much imagination
My heart and soul is fading away

--this is juz random--

Journey

2007-08-21T01:37:00.000+08:00

As the bus approaches
It captivated me with her appearence
There is no number
But i board it anyway
It was empty but it is not cold
Seated right at the back wonder if the driver can see me
Looking out the window
Darkness greeted me
But it is good so i can imagine it to be the way i want it to be
Maybe if i can see it wouldn't turn out the way i wished
Where is it heading to?
I have no clue
When will it stop?
I hope not

Miss you

2007-08-10T23:07:00.000+08:00

I missed Buangkok Crescent. Badly. i miss the cable tv. the kitchen. the location. the whole house to myself. the 3 bedrooms i can switch to sleep in on different nites. Damn. now is juz this room n the toilet. Haiz. EPL starting soon, no more watching of football till wee hour in the morning in my comfy living room. No more half time maggie mee in my kitchen. No more frens to stay over n watch football together. Boring jalan bahar. No more beer session at living room. No more cooking. No more the feeling of returnin to a 'home'. Haiz. Sad la. But no choice.

National Day Special

2007-08-09T00:04:00.000+08:00

The previous screw up entry was 10 jan... today is 9 Aug.. not bad 7 months passed juz like that. And guess wat, National Day today. Great. Marina Bay is gonna be jam pack with people and guess they gonna have a hard time taking transport home. Anyway that's not the point. The point here is that 7 long months passed by and i didn't update my blog! Damn, all my regular readers muz be waiting with anticipation for today. and your patient is worthwhile cuz i gonna be posting one of the finest post EVER! yet.
Let's start off with an introduction 1st, like i say this is gonna be the fuckin finest post so it have to be long! Cuz anything long is good isn't it. Juz like how thick books are always more expensive compared to those thin ones, becuz the thick one wrote longer! Anyway sry back to my intro. For the month of jan is my slackest month in my life! Cuz juz finished my contract for an office job and have yet to find a new one so basically everyday juz stayed home and play online game, wasted one month of my life. well i should not go into how long i have wasted my life away so far cuz that will make this long post even longer. Anyway after that wasted month of jan, i got myself a job as an adidas sales associate (sound good ah, but is juz salesman) at suntec adidas.. for the following few months until last day of june (my last day of full time sales associate) were one of the greatest moment in my life cuz not only the people i worked with are fun, the job also offer surprises everyday with all kind of customer and i shall not elobrate on them cuz there are juz too many different kind of customer to mention. Let juz say there are friendly ones, nasty ones, and of cuz my fav pretty n cute ones. Sry but thats part of wat keeps me going for work.
Ok that's pretty much wat happened for this 7 months while i not blogging.
Lets move on to something more recent. (told u this is the longest post oredi) In the month of july, i went back hk for 11 days vacation. Pretty good trip back cuz did quite a bit of shopping. and yes i enjoy shopping but i am not gay. The main point is that shoppin for clothing and shoes n basically majority of stuff in hk is relatively cheaper compared to sg maybe becuz i'm not the one paying so i dun feel the pinch. Thank you dad mum n sis. I'll be back soon to spen.. see u all. Well after that 11 barely enough days, i'm back to sg preparing to go for wat some of my frens said orientation camp of your life! it turned out to be true! and almost took my life. Nah not that serious la juz the last day of the camp the last event was like phew~~ so tiring i feel like dying.. but eventually we won cuz i didnt die i guess. so i played quite a small little role in winning that. Anyway to elobrate more on the camp i will say that this Sports Camp is really good. The freshies (includin me) are mostly very sporty n sporting and everyone is having a good time i believed. and the Group leaders are very devoted in making the camp a success by giving their all to make sure we had a good time in our orientation camp. Hmm.. shit cant think of wat to write for the camp oredi. though didnt wrote much regarding the camp but i believe when i look back at this post in 7 months time when i update my blog again i will still have a smile on my face cuz of all the fond memories i had in the camp.
For now, sch juz started on monday. Lectures so far are still bearable like my long post. Haven have any tutorial class yet so i still praying for some hot babes or cute gals in my grp until reality sets in. In conclusion, i shall leave u all my loyal readers one of my many rap/poem/lyrics watever u all think it is. Thanks for your 23minutes of your life wasted reading this!

-Wish-
make a wish when the lights goes off
it will come true once the lights are back on
so wat did u wish for?
mine are juz simple things in life
things i neglected most of the time
people i cared for i doesnt seem to have the time
as i leveled up in my journey of life
friends i made in sch i doesnt seem to have the time
as we all moved in different direction in our life
so my wish is that to sit down n make some time
to update my blog so that u all can know whats going on in my life
maybe someday we can go for a drink at grapewine
maybe someday we can find time to rewind
think about wats important in our life
nv regret neglecting all the important ones we have in our life
there u have it i'm sittin down making my wish
but my wish still haven come true
because the lights are still on in my room. -.-'

Here i present...

2007-01-10T18:11:00.000+08:00

BACK BY HUGE DEMAND~~ Even ppl dunno me tag to ask me to update my blog, how can i disappoint them! Let see... last post was 25 Nov 2006 .. that was last year! And this post is the first of this year therefore it muz be something meaningful....
Ok, a new year definintly muz have some new year resolution rite.. lets write down my resolution for year 2007.. that is pretty meaningful.. .. .. rite?
1. To blog more often! being such a perfectionist *ahem* writer.. is not easy to produce high class entry week in week out u see.. so do forgive me for not updating my blog regularly.. and also i'm quite a busy person to be honest.. I'm quite busy playing game, watch football regulary on saturday nites.. not forgetting drink sessions with friends and also work.. xD.
2. Next meaningful resolution.. joke aside.. i hope i can be more hardworkin.. especially with the fact that i'm going back to study and the last time i touch my textbook was like 4 years 2 months ago.. and that is pretty long time.. so i hope i can be more hardworkin and not play my life away in Uni... unlikely...
3. Hmm.. no more resolution already... ok let juz say... Happy belated New Year everyone~~ Good health too~~ More $ too~~ More friends too~~ More Love too~~ Peace to the World~~ ... err i am not makin fun of Miss World... am i?

The World's seven best wonders

2006-11-25T16:51:00.000+08:00

I saw this from The Newpaper and find it very meaningful. Juz wanna share it with u guys.

A group of 10 year olds in a school in the US were asked to list what they thought were the current seven wonders of the world. Although there were some disagreements, the following received the most votes:
1. Egypt's Great Pyramids
2. The Taj Mahal
3. The Grand Canyon
4. The Panama Canal
5. The Empire State Building
6. St Peter's Basilica
7. China's Great Wall
While gathering the votes, the teacher noted that one quiet student hadn't turned in her paper yet. So she asked the girl if she was having trouble deciding. The girl replied: 'Yes, a little. I couldn't make up my mind because there are so many.'
The teacher said: 'Well, tell us what you have and maybe we can help.'
The girl hesitated, then read:"I think the seven wonders of the world are to see, to hear, to touch, to taste, to feel, to laugh and to love." The room was so quiet you could have heard a pin drop.
The simple and ordinary things that we overlook are truly wondrous, and the most precious things in life are not man-made.

So meaningful.

Steamboat at bugis... somewhere there...

2006-11-18T01:21:00.000+08:00

Due to huge demand, i guess is time to update my blog. Well, finally is friday, (actually is sat as i'm blogging now) tml dun have to go work, so can have a good rest tonight cuz during weekdays always dun have enough slp and keep wanting to doze off at work. Juz now went steamboat with my colleagues for dinner and come to think of it, this is the 1st time steamboating outside cuz usually i have steamboats at home. After steamboat we went for a drink n chill at bugis. After working in this place for 2 weeks, things start to turn out better. Meet alot of new friends and they are all very friendly people, thou work can be quite alot n boring at times but afterall i'm enjoying myself at this workplace. Hopefully can get a better contract after my current one ends. Nth much interesting happened for me this week. Usual working hours for weekdays, after that meet friends for dinner then go home slack abit then go to bed, for weekends shld be juz go swim or run abit then Saturday nite football. For sunday i still deciding wat to do. Finally got my 1st pay today. Not alot but at least can help out abit of my expenses... muz start to save more money cuz my reserve is running low... Well if got more interesting to blog about, u know where to find it. Dun wanna put u guys to sleep by reading this, which many of you may already did. alrite. weekend is here...

Let me explain

2006-11-07T23:29:00.000+08:00

After pondering over y i looked like oldies, i decided to check out on the Zhao Ziyang guy... after some research and thinking... I finally understand this celebrity look alike thingy. First let me tell u more abt this Zhao Ziyang guy if u dun already noe, which i doubt so. hehe. Extracted from TIMEasia.com: Asian *HEROes* see again *HEROes* '...In the wrong place at the wrong time, Zhao Ziyang did the right thing...' , '....transforming the socialist system that set the stage for much of the prosperity China enjoys today.....' . Well this 2 quotes is among the many many good ones in the long passage, and the whole point here is that he's an Asian Hero. ok so much abt Zhao Ziyang, let me elaborate more before telling you the reasons y i looked like them.
For Hidetoshi Nakata, as any football fans or gals drooling over cute jap soccer players will noe, did i mentioned soccer player? Yes, he's one of the best footballer in Asia. For Mr Tung Chee Wah, he was the leader of Hong Kong after Hong Kong was handed over to China. And he did a pretty good job, and i have to say this in order to justify my claim later. For Conor Oberst, all i noe he's a singer-songwriter, something like Jay Chou but not as famous maybe cuz he dun have Fang Wen Shan to fill up the lyrics for him but the point here is that he's talented. For Vin Diesel, nth much need to elaborate on, there are already brand name after his last name - Diesel.. dunno got any connection lol.
After all these introduction, yes introduction, let me get to my point. My point here is that, for men, looks is not all that matters, wat matters more is thier character, personality, talent, leadership ability.. take a look at all the people mentioned above, they may not have the killer look, definitely not, but they have wat matters more... So i think this celebrity look alike website is VERY accurate! For me to look like them let me discovered wat my future brings.. it reads 'Asia HERO'... ok i'm juz comforting myself....

Do i....?

2006-11-07T23:03:00.000+08:00

Haha.. thx to lookin thru huili's blog and saw this website. Gave it a try and wat the hell? lol i looked like 2 oldies.. Wat the Tung Chee Hwa?! Juz becuz i'm from Hong Kong? lol.. well its kinda fun to see which celebrities u looked like or wat they think u looked like.. Give it a try when u have time.. maybe u can be the next brad pitt and jessica alba... good luck. Who's Zhao Ziyang, anyone?

The Best i ever have

2006-11-06T17:55:00.000+08:00

How can i not blog today? 06 November 06 aka 061106, wat a lovely date. Of course great things are to happen today. And yes, finally i can say 'ORD LOH'. My pink ic is finally back to the rightful owner. This is how my ic looked like during NS. See the difference the moment he ord? The smiles are back on the face, no more frowning...

My precious... haha

Looking back, this is not the most fulfilling 2 years i have, but i can definitely say that i've learnt and matured... shld be la. Its only like yesterday that i went to tekong with my mum n sis, dunno y, that day tekong served the most delicious lunch ever in my 3 months in tekong. Anyway that's nt the point and its been 2 yrs ago so no point complaining now. But i can still remember how tough my 1st 3 month in Tekong was, but i guess it is the most memorable moments that i have over these 2 yrs. Thank God that i get to know and meet alot of great ppl in these 2 yrs and they are the ones that make the journey more bearable.

Well, since i have already collected the ic. This can officially mark an end of a journey of my life, and a new chapter begins.. i guess for now till my school starts will be to concentrate and try to learn as much as possible at my work place. And of course at the same time have fun... Despite my previous list of things to do or blah blah blah... i guess the top priority now is to learn driving. Also suddenly interested in learing Scuba Diving, so anyone interested also? One of my colleague just started wakeboarding, so i asked him to ask my along next time he goes.. so hopefully i can have my first taste of wakeboarding soon.... time to Rock N Roll!... hopefully...

Job

2006-10-28T19:04:00.000+08:00

After few interviews... finally i got a job. but too bad it's only 2 month contract. maybe nt so bad after all cuz the pay ain't that good. So since its my 1st job, gotta gain some experience before i can land those higher pay jobs i guess.
Yey. its closer n closer... my long lost pink ic will be back to its rightful owner soon. in 6 more working days to be exact. and i dunno y my count down timer show only 4 days left? Maybe it try to make me happier i guess haha.
Lookin back at one of my post a month back, listing the things i wanna do during this period of time... hmmm well manage to get some of them done. like exercising, looking n getting a job, and thats all.. haha quite bad so many things didnt do. soon i guess..

Prison Break

2006-10-15T21:25:00.000+08:00

After Lost 2 has ended on channel 5 few weeks back. I thought there goes my only weeknite of watching tv. I was wrong. Prison Break the current show that's showing is equally good, if not better.

Juz Take a look at e pic. The actor spotted with great tattoo for the show and it actually represent the ways to get out of the prison! Refreshing storyline, good-looking actor n actress, cool tattoo.. Wat more can u ask for for a good show?

Finally

2006-10-07T09:59:00.000+08:00

Finally! I can live a normal life. No more waking up at 6am every morning. No more wearing of the green uniform though i like green. No longer be bothered abt the politics at work. No longer have to reach home dirty and smelly. Hurray! Yesterday was my last official event in the army, went for combat shoot (range), kinda on form man, only missed 3 shots for both day n nite, and my detail only missed marksmanship by 6 shots! man, 6 shots to $200 richer for everyone. haha it's ok at least i've nth to do with army no more!
Finally can take a break to do things i wanna do before looking for jobs and start working in nov. Go gym, go swim, go nite cycling. Anyone wanna join in?

Football is a competitive game... indeed

2006-10-02T22:09:00.000+08:00

Night cycling... cool

2006-09-28T18:51:00.000+08:00

I've survived my 3days 2nights outfield. But not my army specs* n army phone*. *means i only use them in army. The reason i broke my specs is because at nite i slept with my specs on becasue there ain't any place i can place my specs on, and i guess i crashed it when i manoeuvre my body at nite. As for my phone, after we reached back to our camp to unload equipment from the tonner and being the 'garang' me, i muz have been too occupied on completing the unloading that i disregarded my phone.
Anyway, this ICT (in camp training) i met alot of working adults. -_-'' ICT is for reservists. Anyway many of them that i chatted with was graduated either from NUS or NTU with an Engineering degree, and they shared with me some of their 'valuable' experiences and how they wished they could be 20 again. Haha too bad u guys cant. Anyway i also learned more about what exactly an engineering course has to offer and blah blah blah. All in all, this ICT is not too bad an experience, the only bad thing is that i kena tons of mosquito/fleas bites. And it still itch now as i'm typing away.
Last nite, it was the 1st time that i went for nite cycling! with josh. Yes AE, i bought a bicycle to travel away since i didnt buy bike ahaha. If u come back during Xmas, can go nite cycle together but since only got 1 bicycle, wait till then then we figure out how. Back to the nite cycling, it was a really great experience, we cycled from my hse (buangkok crescent) pass hougang, to sengkang to ponggol. Then josh brought me to this dunno where can see the sea one. Sth like a Ponggol Club or sth la, anyway we cycled for abt 2 to 3 hrs. Really have a good time cycling and i guess will cycle more often at nite to explore different places. Anyone wanna join in juz drop me a line somewhere.
Tml is my last guard duty for my entire 2 bloody yrs of army life. Yay!!!! and after that can clear Off and Leaves!! but still need to go for one last range next fri, damn! Anyway glad that finally i've reach the end of the stupid road. A new journey awaits...

Haha, very funny.

2006-09-25T21:57:00.000+08:00

Pig out

2006-09-22T14:15:00.000+08:00

This is my pig.

http://www.freaknfunny.com/files/upload/draw-a-pig.swf Go here to draw a pig and take the personality test.

3 days 2 nights will be over soon

2006-09-17T13:25:00.000+08:00

Some clarification regarding my prevoius post 'fairytale', its not refering to anyone, read AE (haha), it's juz that i think that probably everyone at some stage of their life will feel that way, so i juz wrote that to encurage them especially at the last paragraph. Despite watever situation u are in, there's alwats ppl n objects around us that we can take comfort in and to relay on. So, Cheers!!
Finally, i'm getting over with the fact that i'm gonna miss the biggest epl game of the season tonite. So i look thru some of the epl pics and realized that soccer nowadays are more than juz soccer itself. Check out the pics below to get wat i mean.

'Hey, wat r u touching?'

'Bro, watch your hand!'

'Aw, i'm loving it!'

'Hey, stop checking out your *****, check out mine.'

'WAH!!'

'Oh, that feels good!'

'My legs are so weak!'

'Hmm, wat a beautiful game!'

p.s: pls click onto the pics for greater visual effect.
Now u understand why guys stay home on sat nites to watch football, and neglect their gf n wife.

Fairytale

2006-09-15T21:41:00.000+08:00

Every fairytale begin with 'once upon a time'
and ends with 'happily ever after'...

Once upon a time
You were innocent
You ain't saint no more
You were pure
You ain't flawless no more
You were talkative
You ain't fluent no more
You were naive
You still are...
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
You used to be carefree
You ponder alot now
You used to be calm
You worry alot now
You used to be soft-spoken
You rarely attempt to speak up now
You used to be friendly
You still are...
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
You've grown up
You've changed
You've learned
You've experienced
You've tried but
You're still lost
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
You keep them close to heart but
You know they are far apart
You keep them in your heart but
You know it is hard
You put up a brave front but
You are not that confident
You put up a smile but
You know what lies beneath is a frown
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
You feel depressed
You feel lonely
You feel useless
You are in doubt
You are in pain
You are insecure
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
But life goes on
Birds still chirp
Bees still work
Sun will rise
Rain will fall
Rainbow forms
Friendship bonds
Family supports
And life goes on
Happily ever after...
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *

whY?!

2006-09-13T23:02:00.000+08:00

Sian. sunday gotta book in by 2230hr! Man, gonna missed not one, but TWO big games of the season man. MANU vs ASSNAL (arrgH) n CHELSKI vs LIVERPOOL (double arrgh). DAMN! of all games, i got to missed the manu one, sian. Think Arsenal will be relegated this season man.. sorry arsenal fans out there. Well, for consolation at least i got to watch the manu vs celtic tonite.. lucky can stay out for the ICT.
Speaking of ICT, damn, today was bad in camp man. Since we're not allowed to post much comments regarding army stuff.. lets juz say a hungry man is an angry man, and to me, a sleepy man is equally an angry man, so this morning as i was resting in the bunk, my csm asked us to bulid a sentry post! What the... Anyway, juz 2 more weeks, and hopefully i've finally come to the end of the road man.
Hmm since i'll be free from oct onwards... these are the things i wanna do/buy man,
During oct, before ord:
1. Swim n gym, yes need to get back to shape n fitness man.
2. Find a part time job, hopefully.
3. Do some revision on Maths n Physics? did i spell physics correctly?
After the BIG day 6 nov:
1. Meet up with tekong bunk mates to celebrate!
2. Find a job that can last for 6 months
3. Buy rollerblade... cuz now my hse got direct bus to east coast... it's time to get active.
4. Learn driving.
5. Save enough $ to go cruise?
6. Save enough $ to get another tattoo on my rite calf to cover up the scar? AE dont freak out. maybe only.
7. More revision on Maths n Physics before uni starts. haha i doubt so man.
8. Still looking for someone to teach me guitar.
9. Go back hk before uni starts.
10. Buy this shoes -- >

Hmm... guess bascially that's abt it man. see how many of the above mentioned i can actually achieved it la... Gotta catch some slp before the game kicks off..

Capricorn

2006-09-07T22:01:00.000+08:00

preferisco sua sorella - i prefer your sister

2006-09-06T20:11:00.000+08:00

'Let's eat every single stingray out there!' that's quite a funny statement on one of my friends' msn nick. And today then i realized that the turtle in front of the msn nick is to commemorate Mr. Steve Irwin's death. ok, go ahead n call me slow, but i guess many of u out there still dunno rite.... rite?
To jin wei aka rimu, tml u gg in tekong liao la. Take care and have fun! Stay safe n fit bro. Btw i think but the time u pop.. hmm i shld ord oredi. hehe.. haha.. hehe.. haha.. Sorry man, today juz in the ord mood. Anyway on a serious-er note, juz try to have real fun man cuz that's when u are most protected? that's wat ur specs gonna tell u from tml. And of course stay healthy man. see you ard on ur bookout days... if u still have the energy.
Been looking thru the recruit, no not calling u jin wei, segment on the straits time past few days specifically at the admin/clerk and sales section. Would u rather work as an admin/clerk - involves mainly the same stuff eveyday, eg. data entry, filing.. or as a sales personnel - which also selling mainly the same stuff everyday but gotta meet different customers? which one will u choose?
Yeah, tml off... gonna go buy (ya rite) the necessary outfield stuffs for my ICT next 2 weeks. That's y juz now i finally find the time n mood to sit down and do sth to my blog, as least now i feel more comfortable looking at my own blog.
Tonite France VS Italy. Woah so fast this two teams meet again since the World Cup Final, go France, Henry pls do a 'Zidane' on any italian that says 'preferisco sua sorella'...

Crocodile Hunter

2006-09-04T22:00:00.000+08:00

Ok, it's confirmed that i'll be going for the ICT from 11 sept to 22 sept. And i have to stay in at a camp in CCK.. well, can at least save money during this stay in period.
Anyway, there's a sad and shocking news today! Crocodile Hunter Steve Irwin has been killed by a stingray during one of his filming session. http://www.thesun.co.uk/article/0,,2-2006410090,00.html . A lost for the world.

abCdeFg...

2006-09-03T18:04:00.000+08:00

Finally, i can feel it drawing closer and closer to me - my PINK IC!!! yes, very soon, i can burn away my smelly n dirty jumpsuit. If i didn't involved in the ICT from 11sept to 22sept, i will left with 4 more working weeks to go before i can clear my leave n off one shot. But if i'm involve in the upcoming ICT, most probably i can clear once i come back from it, which means in 3 weeks time! For those who know how shiong is ICT, i dont.. cuz i've never been to one cuz its supposely a reservicemen thing. But i don't mind going so long it get me away from my present work. Can't take it oredi, it's like running in circle that u can see no ending no matter at which point u are. We've been doing this for so many weeks and yet... nvm, that's partly the reason i wanna go for the ICT just to get away, u can call me a coward. i'll just whack u with a hammer. hehe.
One more week to my pay day, really looking forward to it, cuz i'm really broke.. dun let ur mum noe sis. So today when i have some money to buy some apples and food, i'm quite happy that i got 15 apples at $1.50 haha i think thats a bargain. haha and i sound like some auntie.... i dun care..
There is movie that coming out, the singapore dreaming. It's basically talk about the 5Cs thingy? and something like Click i guess, like are we missing out things while chasing the 5Cs? Anyway, Click is a really nice show, go catch it if u haven. Anyway, back to the 5Cs thing, they are... Car, Condo, Cash?, Club membership?, Career. i think so la... well, Career, yes. Car, yes. Cash, yes. Condo... maybe, club membership? Safra? ahah nope. i think for me the last two Cs will be.. hmm.. Champion League (YEAH!!) and Chicken rice?
Anyway i think 2 Fs are more impt. Family and Faith. Well, as we all know very well since we first learn our abc, C do come before F...
Song of my week. 今天你要嫁给我 - 蔡依林 & 陶喆. Jolin is dammmn cute in the video....

Isn't it?

2006-08-21T22:11:00.000+08:00

This evening went joggin in preparation for the Ahm this coming sunday. Jogged the usual route around my neighbourhood, worn the usual attire that i'll wear for jogging, jogged at the usual pace i've been jogging all the while, everything is as usual. After jogging for approximately 45mins, i stopped where i usually will stop and walked the usual way home. If u're someone who wear spects to jog, u should be able to understand wat was my situation, as i was walking home, my spects is covered by sweats since i ran so fast but thats not the point, the point is that it's very uncomfortable so i held my spects on my hand and made my way home.
The moment my vision is blurred, the way home seem so similar yet different (WTF?!), similar in the sense that despite without my spects on, i have no problem evading obstacles or taking short cuts because this is the darn usual route that i'll take everytime after run. In life, is it the same scenario? We have been going thru our life the same mundane way everyday? U wake up, shower, go work/school, the same fried rice for lunch, go home, dinner, some leisure/free time, then goes to bed and the next day this dull cycle repeats itself and the day after and so on... Not only the things u do each day are the same, but the way u does them also the same becasue this is how u do it for the past dunno how many years, and it's such a habit that u can't change them? or because u noe this is the tried and trusted way to complete the task so why bother doing it some other ways? Is this how many of us out there are living our life this way.
Well, apart from feeling similar, the difference i felt is that the moment the spectacles are off, i felt relaxed, i dun have to care how ppl will look at my shag and sweaty look and wondered wat's their opinion simply because of the fact that i can't see whether they are lookin at me or not. Maybe some of us in life are so concerned about how others will think when we do this and do that and it limits us to wat we can actually do. Or the impression u want others to have of you is some important that u are not being yourself but pretending to be this someone that matches the expectation from others? Isn't it sad that u can't really be yourself because wat's acceptable and not acceptable are not to be determine by u but by the society.
In order to make ur present more interesting, maybe we should live our everyday 'without the spectacles', dun always have fried rice for lunch, cook urself even though it may not taste nice cuz not everyone is as good cook as me but still u did sth fulfuilling, dun always go way with friends on weekend at usual orchard road, spend time with ur family, talk to them and let them know how much u appreciate and love them. Dun everyday do things by the same route, do sth interesting. guess i'll hold my chopsticks with my right hand tml. ha. Apart from doing sth funny sometime, try not to care about wat the world think of u when u wear this clothes or how u look and just be who u wanna be, do things u wanna do but of course be responsible for ur action and the proper conduct, not like running around marina square naked unless u have a nice boobs and butt. anyway guess thats pretty much wat i have to write and it's time to put my spectacles on as it's coming to an end. Gotta go back to the usual slp that i have... So much for all these writing~

No promises - another gd song

2006-08-17T23:56:00.000+08:00

Woohoo~!~! My last post was a month ago, time flies huh. 2months and 19days left to the big day, thats pretty cool. It's time to flip thru the 'recuitment' section to see what's there to work as after the army life. Well, my friends suggested that i could be a saleman at NUM partly becoz of my build and only becoz of it i guess. But i'm still unsure about wat i wanna work as during the months of free time i have before uni starts, so guess gonna spend the upcoming days to slowly consider and see if i can come to a decision. Been runnin alot lately, the Ahm (Army Half Marathon) training, rugby (past), but also eating lot of junk food and supper too so guess it kinda cancel out all the hard work put into the trainings and it's back to square one haha. Damn, gotta stop the recent addiction of instant noodles and potato chips man, muz be quite stress lately to indulge on these junk food, kiddin is juz somtimes too lazy to cook or go down to buy my lunch n dinner so resort to these food, marriage of convenient.

1760

2006-07-18T17:40:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was my guard duty for this month, and since i'm suffering from a slight flu so i decided to take day off for today, and my superior has granted my wish and therefore i was very looking forward to the end of the duty. So this morning, as usual duties, i take the gate key to open the gate and stand there for 45mins to check on the people entering the camp and once it's 8am, which is the end of duty, i quickly went to take my bag and voomed to the bus stop and wait for the bus to go home. Throughout the journey, everything seem fine but in fact it wasn't and i only discovered it some time later.... So i juz missed the bus, waited for another 10mins or so for 854, happily boarded the bus went to hougang point NTUC to get some daily product - apples! Then went to pay money, as i'm queuing up, my fingers ran thru my pocket searching for my wallet... instead i pulled out a set of keys that's alien to me. Damn! i forgot to return the gate key after standing there for 45mins. And now i'm oredi near my house, but since i'm a responsible (ahem) person, i immediately drop my basket containing the apples at one corner and ran off to flag a cab.. As i make my way back to camp, today's duty ic called me asking whether i got take the keys and i tell him wat happened, and he's a damn nice guy... So i reached my camp pass the duty ic the keys and returned to the cab and made my way once again to NTUC to buy my daily product again - apples! Well, on the way back, the taxi uncle started chatting with me, telling me everything about his sons, one of them signed on as a regular with the air force, tell me how his son regretted didn't study hard enough for his O level. and how this taxi uncle worried about his sons future after he leaves the air force. Though the cab fare totaled $17.60, i think the conversation i had with this taxi uncle is worth every cent of it. Anyway, as i went back to NTUC, i went to to corner where i put down the basket earlier and to my surprise the basket is still there intact with the 10 apples that i chose earlier... haha at least this saved me some precious time on my off day!

Unfaithful - Rihana.. nice song

2006-07-15T20:25:00.000+08:00

Yawns~ that's to describe the World Cup Final, in fact is throughout the whole tournament... It's not an exciting world cup, maybe only to those who bet on football and since i'm not one that fits that catergory, its a rather plain world cup to me... no legends were born unlike wat the advertisment advertised. Anyway juz a continuation from previous entry, now Mr. Ronaldo muz be feeling like a kick in the teeth cuz he has chosen glory over friendship but his country didn't win the world cup so there's no glory and now he's fearing for his life back in England, so good luck son.. This is the 4th day since my independence, cuz my family went back to Hk on Tues. Well, quite alot of stuff to do man, wash my clothes, mop the floor, cook my own dinner, pay some bills... guess i'll get used to this soon. Anyway life at work ain't turning out pretty well, people change from good to bad... people with power abuses it... Nvm, it's ok... it'll all be over soon...
Last Sunday, went to my sis graduation day and i'm her photograher -_-' anyway kinda looking forward to be back in school and enjoy the campus life. It's a long day, the only plus point is when we're abt to leave i saw this damn classy girl there. I think she's a current student helping out the graduation event. But the minus pointS are she's abit too tall (or maybe is i abit too short, no way) and i'm going NTU. Well to my sis, best of luck finding a job. Take care in hk, and take care of mum n dad. See ya guys soon

Milkshake

2006-07-02T20:34:00.000+08:00

Alrite man, July has arrived! It's getting closer and closer as the day passes by... And next tues my mum and sis is gonna fly back to HK and it will be as least until Chinese New Year then i get to see them again, man kinda cant comprehend it at the moment. Used to think that having the whole house to myself gonna be a great thing and that is a great freedom but no, not this time.. ha kinda missed them even before the went back. Anyway guess it's a good opportunity for me to be independent. hmm... Anyway on a brighter note, it's already July and soon will be Aug, then Sep then Oct and NOV!!! Actually it's quite sad man, as the day draw closer, the more impatient i get and that leads to time pass by more slowly... Haiz how? Cannot take it oredi man, Army is so damn boring!...
One more week, the event that the whole World will be waiting for, everyone gonna throw away the works on hands juz for this magical event that happens only once every four years, four long darn years, the WORLD CUP FINAL!! ok, maybe gals out there won't be excited abt this compared to the Great Singapore Sales.. But apart from these gals, YES the WHOLE BLOODLY WORLD is waiting for this day! Actually i also not that excited la haha cuz Mr. Rooney juz got a red card last nite for pushing that Mr. Ronaldo. And wats more, they are club mates man.... i cant believe that ronaldo will do sth so sickening to the ref abt rooney man... Why? Friendship at the expense of World Cup Trophy? ya ok it's worth it... but thats not the point, the point is where is my blog heading to...???

Impossible is Nothing

2006-06-20T22:16:00.000+08:00

Yeah bought a pair of new boots... and i think it's the nicest of all, compared to my past boots maybe becuz it's new haha... Gonna wear it for tml's training and cant wait to try it out haha.. Well, happy time always seem to pass faster, my 3 days of rest from camp is coming to an end and muz go back to work on thurs, but lucky thurs is my unit's family day! yeah, so can no need work and knock off early. Guess gonna catch scary movie 4 on that day haha cant wait to watch to movie, but usually with high anticipation comes huge disappointment.

Ohana

2006-06-17T22:38:00.000+08:00

That's wat i call 'ohana' --> family(i guess). Had my 1st training with wolfpak and it's much more fun and there are alot of experience players to guide us. Though abit tired and struggle to catch my breathe here and there it's still very enjoyable and i just pray that my old injuries dun come back and haunt me...
I think i need to be more responsible in some aspect... need to change.

Wolfpak here i come...

2006-06-16T17:51:00.000+08:00

Monday went for the Safsa training and it sucked, dun have the 'family' feeling playing with them and its totally not enjoyable haha... But thats gd cuz i can decide on going back to play with Wolfpak, Woohoo, 1st training tml with all my ruggers friends, shld be more fun... hopefully.
Yesterday i drew <--- in camp during some slack time here and there. It's incomplete, so i bring home to continue but so far at home i've done nothing to it yet... ahha later i guess... but i think this is by far my best drawing haha i'm so artistic Thank you.

A good day

2006-06-11T22:17:00.000+08:00

A really fun day again with the skmc youths! we had this captain's ball game in the afternoon with the other churches and its a real good time of fellowship and stuff, hope there are more of these activities in the future that i can take part in. hmm tml i will going for the 1st safsa rugby training and pray that i can perform and at least make it to the bench haha, surely can one la. feelin kinda anticipating man... oh the world cup has begun and England played badly last nite so pls buck up. Kinda run out of wat to blog so i'll stop here and one more month, things will be different.

4 Years...

2006-06-09T21:56:00.000+08:00

Yes, it's been 4 years since the last world cup and tonite is the kick start of a month long of sleepless nites. 4 years, it's been a long time but nothing much have changed...

280506

2006-05-28T22:59:00.000+08:00

'Rejection = Dun settle for something less'
That's wat my sis (Yes~suprisingly she can say sth so encouraging haha) told me the other time when i went for my NTU interview. And it really encouraged me and i hope that this 'rejection' anyone maybe feeling can look at it this way not to settle for anything less. Juz few days ago, i recieved the rejection letter from NUS, kinda expecting it and it's gd cuz now i can know so sure i'll be gg NTU and i better start preparing for it, ok maybe now its abit early la haha... i'll start later! So many movies i wanna watch and yet.. Da Vinci? No. Over the hedge? No. X-men3? No... and june's coming = more movies coming out... hmmm tt's bad.. cuz june gonna have WORLD CUP!... hmmm guess i'll go church less then.. Kiddin la... 24hours aday really not enoguh to enjoy man! The key word here is 'enjoy', when wanna enjoy 24hours i guess is nv enoguh but is the word 'enjoy' change to 'Army or work' i rather the 24 change to 4 man! Anyway guess i'm getting out of point here so i'll stop and welcome june!!

Thanks for the choice though

2006-05-24T22:48:00.000+08:00

Woo so excited! I heard that safsa rugby wanna attach me out every mon, wed and fri to join in their training! And i'm excited not abt playing for them (Oops shouldn't type that) but is more of the prospect of being an attached out personal!! The good thing abt it is that usually after the trainin i get to go home and imagine that for a week i get to go home early for 3 days that's like everything to die for man. But my PC is a J*** (juz in case he read my blog, highly unlikely but juz for precaution cuz u nv know who's reading and... back to my main pt he's a jerk, ... did i mention that?) Because by rite Safsa wanna attach me out for 3 days but HE say he will only let me attach out to train for two days for watever reason is still unreasonable. Anyway apart from Safsa, the rugby club i wanna play for, The Wolfpak, also need players and if i choose to play for wolfpak i cant play for the safsa team and vice versa. Let's weight wat the both teams can offer. Playing for safsa will have me pass my remaining few months in army much faster cuz i'll most prob be busy training and playing rugby, however most of the players there are unknown to me and they are like damn experienced players. On the other hand, playing for wolfpak will be damn fun cuz the players there are my coaches and my ex rugby mates from srjc and nyjc and we are so close it will really be damn enjoyable playing with my best buddies.... So how?

Ugly tanned

2006-05-23T19:34:00.000+08:00

Arrgh!! Juz finished dinner... so tired! Arrgh got an ugly 2 tone tanned because of my stupid work in camp man, went outfield to support some reservicemen excerise, arrgh!! ok i shld stop whining like a girl. Oops didnt mean to be sexiest (or sexist), as long as u guys can understand can liao la. Now i gotta go run on sat morning juz to get my even tan back... Anyway morning in camp ran for abt 5.sth km in preparation for the Army Half Marathon (AHM), sweat like a toad damn tired guess tonight gonna get cramp when i slp.. haaha. Kinda looking forward to tml cuz most likely can have early release because my camp's going on this NE trip juz like wat we usually have back in school days... and the destination is wat URA?! no idea where is it but certainly it didnt sound like anywhere near hougang... yawns i'm so tired... ZzzZzz...

Updated after 2 weeks hee

2006-05-22T19:42:00.000+08:00

Hmm my last update was 070506... hmm this mean i muz be very busy, indeed. haa. Ok let see where should i start. Regarding the interview NTU asked me to go, i muz thank GOD that i'm accepted by them!! Hurray... At least now i have some where to go and study after my army. And pls dun think i'm greedy.. ok maybe a li' bit la, i'm actually hoping that NUS can accept me too haha.. cuz i haven recieved their rejection letter which means i still have 50% chance of being accepted Hahaha...
Oh a week after tt weekend where i bought jeans and shirt with my mum(the previous post), i went out with KwL to buy one more shirt and i think it's damn nice man ok maybe quite nice la... it's a build up to the up coming World Cup 06 man!!! Man! i think i'm addicted to shopping man, but not those girly type of shopping, Oops...
Juz yesterday i went to sunday service as usual and after that my church have this captain's ball game with other churches, really enjoyed myself man and get to know the youths in the church better, thank GOD for that man! After that, we went for dinner at KFC and we started playing this 'guang dong chiew mian' (dunno correct anot la my han yu pin yin nt gd thx for ur understanding) game.. haha damn funny...
Today went back to work again... haiz as usual sian... nvm tehan tehan tehan tehan and by then oh it's nov... too optimistic... haha. And today i saw this news on newspaper that really shocked me and at the same time i felt quite sad by the news. There's this guy, he's one yr my senior in my secondary sch and he had a motorbike accident and passed away. Though i'm not really close with him but i juz cant believe it that he's gone. The last time i saw him was when i was still learning motor abt few months ago. This helped me made up my mind, life is fragile and i shld cherished it.

Untitled

2006-05-07T19:46:00.000+08:00

4 days ago (wed), i received a call that means a lot to me and could well change my future! ok, may not be that serious la anyway is a call from NTU Mechanical Engineering. The lady over the phone informed me that i'm to go for the interview for the course this coming tuesday, i'm damn happy man at least i now stand a 50-50 chance! woohoo... pray hard that i can get into the course. This phone call come at a very good time cuz it set me into a good mood over the long weekend, friday was a short day in camp cuz had CO ceremony in the afternoon so gotta release early, after that went to chalet organized by my church mates. We had a very good and open sharing session and i've learnt alot from it. Thank God for that. That nite went home ard 2 in the morning. Anyway yesterday (sat), went for ffw which they discussed the topic on 'occult'. Man! It's chimology. Today my first time this year went for the adult bible fellowship after the sunday service, it's a meaningful and fruitful one topic on the upcoming movie 'Da Vinci Code'... Woo... cant wait to watch it, maybe is cuz the book is so captivating and exciting and hopefully the movie live up to expectation!
After church, went to marina Square with my mom and sis to celebrate Mother's Day in advance cuz afraid that next week will be pack. Anyway it's more like an occasion whereby my sis and i are celebrating cuz we bought more stuff than my mom did. Anyway finally, i bought a new pair of jeans after so long... and a new shirt, cant wait to go buy stuffs again haha (evil-y) but must wait for my pay day... It's a real good weekend i have whereby i got to spend quality time with my family and accomplished my goal of buying stuff and not forgetting a real long break from work!

Say a little prayer

2006-05-02T18:04:00.000+08:00

Have u ever been in a situation so bad or worrying that you can do nothing about it? And nothing means absolutely NOTHING, is like you are so full that you cant eat that cheese cake in front of you? Or like you are so tired until you cant play your XBOX 360? hmm i guess that's not a very good metaphor. Simply put, it is like a promise u made, but somehow u regretted it or you can't fulfill it. Anyway, i was in a similiar situation and it bugs me for quite a while. So wat i do? i prayed. I ask God to guide me towards to correct path, to enlighten me with the wisdom to make the rite decision. And guess wat, a miracle happened! Hurray and my worry away!! Juz wanna say that prayer work wonders.
Anyway, i totally wasted last weeks' long weekend, and my wasted didnt mean go drink excessively and got totally wasted that wasted. I wished i did. Ha anyway, it's juz that i didnt go out and for most of the time i stayed at home and watched tv and sleep and eat and shut my brain down, only for my stomach to exercise, man it was a waste. I hope i dont do the same for the next coming long weekend. Oh, is May already, exactly half a yr more! i'll wait... no choice

MC today

2006-04-26T20:56:00.000+08:00

Today i'm on mc. Nope i didnt fake it, i'm really sick. All thanks to the duty on monday, now i'm having my nose blocked, and throat pain all in the name of guarding my camp's safety. Hee. Anyway, is really kinda bored to stay home the whole day, watched 'The Terminal' after i came back from the clinic, then had my long afternoon nap from 12 plus to 4 plus, hoohoo... Then had my dinner, juz another usual sick day so boring. And as i'm writing this blog, i feel sleepy because of the medication so if i didnt complet.. Zzz

*Next month duty is on 17 May, if i'm not mistaken that will be the day of the Champion League Final!!! Ok for once i look forward to my duty. Zzz

hmmm...

2006-04-25T21:02:00.000+08:00

Arrgh.. Sore throat plus flu all thanks to yesterday's guard duty! Today took half day off to go home and sleep, quite siok cuz i sleep for about 4 hours plus in the afternoon now quite refreshed but my throat still damn sore hope gonna mc for next few days haha. Finally i cant stand my hair being for long and thick (perception varies according to indiviuals) and i went to cut the 'recuit' style! Woohoo same as you jw! Anyway, for those who were same class as me before, i think u guys will know that i always cut like this at least once a year, i think i'm abit weird? Am i? My mum usually discourage me from cutting the 'recuit hairstyle' cuz she say it make my head look small compared to my huge frame (horizontally) BUT today she actually said that i looked okay maybe is becuz my head grew bigger.. errh... i wondered is that a compliment.

An ordinary Sunday

2006-04-23T21:12:00.000+08:00

I didnt wait for another 4 months before i write another entry for my blog, that's good. haah. Last nite first time went to my church for the fast forward, basically it's a service for the youth, woah happening and really enjoyed myself there. The topic was on The Da Vinci Code, to let us know the facts from the fiction. Nevertheless, Da Vinci Code is a great fiction book to read and i'm kinda anticipating the movie release on 19May or is it 18? Anyway, this morning also went for the sunday service, also my first time went there alone cuz usually joshua will go with me, but i think he's too tired la... and supposely after the service i'll go jurong point with another frend BUT he's still sleeping when the service ended. And on my way home, the afternoon sun is so wonderful that i went swimming instead haha... after that met up with joshua to have lunch at my favourite 'yong tou fu' stall at hougang mall. Spent my afternoon napping, abit wasted especially it's a weekend but i'm way too tired as always, and juz now trying very hard to self learn to play 'qing fei de yi' on guitar and i failed. haha it's really nt easy, so if any of u reading know how to play can teach me thanks. haha. Juz a slight reminder, the only other instrument i play is the recorder and it's half fuck standard oso so ya dun hesitate to teach me k haha. oh, congrates to all anti-chelsea and liverpool fans! haha no more cup double for chelsea! And manu fans imagine this, for next three games, manu beat the opposition with a scoreline of 4 clear goals and chelsea lose all their remaining games... hmm if that happened mourinho will most probably be coaching in singapore the following season. that wont happen la. Haiz guard duty again tml.. so sian, how? oh juz informed that two of my friends are enlisting in sep, hmm gd luck guys, train up now k.. actually no need la, enjoy now better after u enlisted there will be plenty of time to train up. and by sep... hiak hiak... oct... hiak hiak hiak... NOV... hiak hiak hiak hiak....

My Longest Blog... yet

2006-04-22T16:53:00.000+08:00

After so long, i even forget the address to my own blog. haha. anyway it's really been a long time since the last time i blog man. Guess i muz be busy... hmm... really? i guess is more toward lazy. Wah my last post was back in nov 2005, man, this blog gonna be a long one to compensate for all these 4 months that i wasnt blogging. In my last post, there were 248 weekdays to my ord date, guess wat, from next monday 240406, only left 141 weekdays to my ord date!! Hurray!!
There were some events happened in these months, some good, some hmm not so good. After months of learning motorbike, i finally passed on my 1st attempt last dec the first! But juz 8 days later, i went for the defensive riding course and i also had my 1st (hopefully last) accident which left a mark on my leg! It was quite disgusting before it was healed, i took a picture of it, guess gonna post it here soon. juz kiddin that's my private collection. Anyway, thought i passed i've not buy a motor yet cuz i'm still waiting for my uni application result, and hopefully get accepted by a local U, so pls pray for me thanks!.
In Jan 2006, the first month into the new year, things didnt really turn out that well in camp. Cuz my vocation as a technician in the army, they're now merging so i'm one of those that are affected and need to be relocated, and from a not-so-busy and rather accesible camp to one that is HELLA of works! And is NOT VERY accesible (in the sense i need to change bus!). But it's ok, is already April and u dont see me complaining for the past few months on my blog, do u? January, celebrated wee liang's bday, then my bday then rasul's bday all in two weeks, that left a hole in my pocket man.. haha but it was nice cuz we dun get to meet up that often unless on occasions like these. Oh not forgetting the Chinese New Year too.. ok, juz an usual one, only that my dad came back to spore and he went to church with us! Thank god for that, and i pray god u will speak to him and protect him. Come Feb, another valentine's day without a date. too bad, and i wonder y my frendster's testimonals wriiten by my frens always says 'he's a gd catch', 'wonder y he no gf', 'gals go grab him'... AND YET, i'm still single HAHA i wonder too.. Actually i've met this person that really give me a gd feeling but.. i believed that how someone reacts to a certain situation is very much depends on wat he/she have experienced in the past. Ya therefore, i dunno wat to do haha. Anyway March was really fun! cuz my artillery formation asked me to join their formation rugby! as u all know (or dunno), i'm desperate to rugby since i'm in the army, and my desperation come true! From the 2nd week of march, i'm attached out to the other camp to train rugby in the morning and GO HOME when the training ends, and it usually ends before lunch, so i was like for 3 weeks i've half days man! During these three weeks i also went back to srjc to helped out the rugby team becuz the new j1 juz enrolled into the college and these freshmen have no rugby experience, so i juz do my part as the ex-cap (so noble). Come April, my formation rugby ended, life in camp back to the old, boring way. But i'm looking forward to June where the WORLD CUP 06 awaits... and i wonder when i'll next blog, maybe another 4 months later.....

061106

2005-11-24T13:40:00.000+08:00

248 Weekdays to ORD fr today! That's equal to 5952hrs, which is 357120mins.... But since i'm staying out and work from 8am to 6pm, that's a total of 148800 working mins... That's 2480hrs and is abt 103.333333333333333... working days! Yeah... ORD soooooooooon~ okay stop deceiving myself...

2005

2005-01-01T00:23:00.000+08:00

Looking back at 2004....

Jan ~
Sch reopened, lucky to get promoted to J2 and finally there is official rugby training in SRJC. There are new life in the team cuz got J1 coming in. 1st rugby training session with the J1 n J2, Wow there are like a total of 30 + members... Participated in the chingay parade 2004, get to noe new ppl.

Feb ~
Hmm... Valentine's Day? Nothing much this month, still concentrating on rugby, trying to persuade the J1 to stay after the 1st 3 months... Also went to the concert with the ruggers to support our sch dance team.

March ~
Woah almost die in this month. Our 1st ever rugby competition representing SRJC, it is a 7 aside. We played against MI, PJC, TP, etc.... that day before the competition i'm running a quite high fever, but as a committed player (cuz i cant say a star player) i didnt tell anyone abt it. As the game progress and the adrenaline rush i dun feel a thing. We even manage to obtain the runner-up in the plate's final. When i reached home i feel very sick n told my teammates tt i cant go to the BBQ they arranged the next day. The next few days i can only lay on the bed.... Cant walk cant sit cant watch tv can do nth except slp.... hoping to recover be4 the march holidays end.... but it is v serious n i have to absent for the 1st week of sch reopen (haha).... After i recovered then i realized tt within the days tt i was sick, my 2 relatives passed away. Maybe they are protecting me from above.

April ~
The only thing i remember is the A division Police Cup (rugby). And the Team Excellence Camp (TEC), tis is where we as seniors, organise games for the new intake J1s to welcome them to SR. it is a very busy month n a happy one.

May ~
I cant remember... haha... ok there is the mid-yr exam where i think i did badly, as usual..... and was looking forward to the June Holidays haha....

June ~
Holiday... planned to study but.... u noe

July ~
Okay getting closer to the A level exam but haven really started studying.... Nothing special happend...

August ~
Another boring, ordinary month.

September, October, November ~
Another another another boring, ordinary, doing last minute study months.

December ~
Yeah! A level's over!!! 1st there is the prom nite... Wow the place is nice haha... ok the gals oso nice.... after prom is trip back to HK where i can visit my relatives n my dad before i enter the military. And ya so far so gd, quite a relaxing month... and oh now is oredi 1.1.2005 Happy New Year People!

Damn! My 2004 is so Boring...

Over and over?

2004-12-06T13:54:00.000+08:00

Wow one whole damn month didnt post anything, well that must means i'm damn hardworking for the A level. ok now is already december n woah tml is graduation nite, kinda anticipating man.... Last week have been one hella of training for me and joshua man. 1st there is the UWC's 10 aside rugby matches where josh n i played in with our juniors, following almost daily gym plus running... Wat the heck man as if we are entering the army in december!?... Oops sorry to all those who have to enter in dec, while i have a month more to slack.. HA HA. kiddin la how can i say this things man, abt 90 % of my buddies fall under this catergory i muz respect them. Anyhow back to where i stopped... where?? nvm, yes!!! six more days i'll be fly back to HK... Food(drooling), relatives(drooling?), food again.... can't wait. Oh almost forgot, A level is OVER.

November...

2004-11-02T15:53:00.000+08:00

Finally november's here... hmmm... 25 more days, 600 hours, 36000 mins, 2160000 secs and A level is OVER~ Hurray!! But before all tt celebration let me do some maths and practice my GP here... hmmm lets do some calculation here, 36000 mins, minus the estimated total hours of slp which is abt 3 hours a day? Okay i'm lied! which shld be abt 7 hours a day so total is 420 mins, for tt 24 days total will be 10080 mins. So total left 25920 mins. Now minus the hours spend on meals n EPL football which is estimated to be a grand total of 3480 mins, provided i eat quickly... So the balance now left with 22440 mins. Now minus the time spend on working out plus bathing... Total of abt 2 hours a day... So a total of 3000 mins. With 19440 mins left, finally i minus the time for which i'll be stuck in the sch hall doing the actual As which is abt 1230 mins. Therefore i come to this important figure!!! 18210 mins left for last min revisions!! ok which is abt 728.4 mins a day, WOw so muCH?! ok muz minus somemore... let me think... hmmm.... lets give myself more hours of slp a day since without enough slp u cant do well oso isn't it? haha so everyday increase 2 hours... so total left 15330 mins, abt 638.75 mins a day for revivsion (tt's better) which is equivalent to 10 hours of study a day!!! 10 hours?! Woah... i shld make full use of these amount of time... like now? Yawn~ ok sth more important i shld be doing... Zzz

Jin Wei's Bday!

2004-10-23T14:36:00.000+08:00

Hey 1st of all, wish u a f**king happy birthday! ... sorry i mean i really happy bday!!! oh ya to u too mohammad. Well it's been a month or two since we last met which is on wiro's bday, haha always lot of craps with u guys. Hope u like the present tt we bought for u last minute haha... Anyhow, finally 18 ha, so call the age to adulthood or adultery haha, juz wanna wish u all the best in eveything u do and find a parthner soon haha.... okie stop crapping, Happy Bday! .... yawn~

20 oct 04

2004-10-20T23:09:00.000+08:00

Ok man something real this time. Man, last time when sch is functioning always wanna skip sch. Now graduated (becoz after graduation day) everyday wanna go back sch to study, even stay until 5pm.. ironic. Well in sch library everyday do maths, f maths, maths, f maths and maths and f maths until damn sian, but is gd la as least i do sth tt i hasn't been doing for the past year. Now at least can do more questions and hopefully can get some good grades in 'A'.

Haiz got the enlistment letter, going tekong on the 7 of jan. Damn cant let me celebrate bday 1st then go in. But on the brighter side, go in got pay, can train six pack, big big biceps n also come out earlier, not bad after all. Actually quite looking forward to it.

Now left wat abt 16 days to the 1st written paper, i'm already thinking abt post A level activities. haha. got prom nite, muz go wild wild wet, go play beach rugby with the J1s at sentosa can c babes (hopefully) woah... i cant wait for the As to be over man. then gonna go back Hk make my IC cuz i'm 18. oh, anyone going hk tell me i bring u all ard... if u want.

Phew.. saved!

2004-10-10T00:06:00.000+08:00

It's raining, juz like the way my heart is feeling.
Wat a bad day! Everything is not going my way.
Not going my way, it happens always.
Always hit me when i'm on a high, bring me fall flat right on my face.
Almost hit that dog poo lying adjacent to my face.
Lucky was save by that banana skin lying in the way
Phew! Thank god people are still throwing banana skin on the street nowadays.

Get back on my feet and walk away
Away to meet my friends, dun wanna make them wait all day.
Here i am face to face with a dog right beneath a HDB estate.
Dog again, and it is determine to bite my ass off if i ever take a step again.
Freeze there waiting for it's stupid owner to take it away.
Dare not move, could not stay, all i can do is juz pray.
Lady's luck is on my side once again, a flower pot out of the sky fall right onto it's head.
Knocking it unconscious there goes another escape.
Phew! Thank god people are still throwing litters out of the windows nowadays!

Crap!

Unsatisfactory

2004-10-08T14:15:00.000+08:00

What is this world coming to be? Bombs dropping in Iraq more often then helps offered to those living in poverty.
Why is everyone becoming less friendly?Back stabbing each other as if this has become a habit.
Where is the love we seen back in the 60s? Pulling through hardships together bring worth to the word friendship.

We have advanced, gained some but lost many. What's lost? Is it lives? Harmony? Or cooperation among countries?
Or is it all of the above as we move into the 21st century?
Someone gotta do something about this before we get stuck into this misery.
Sometimes I wish we can abandon all these technologies and go back in time where there were only Adam n Eve.
But if there is only Adam n Eve and without technology, then how am i suppose to let the whole world read this?

Maybe the situation ain't that bad after all. After all, we are the one who created all these and there gotta be a solution to it.
Example, situations like air pollution, I've got a suggestion, everyone will wear a mask and look like a terrorist.
And those terrorists, in order to find their identities will remove their mask and walk proudly on the street.
And what we gotta do is to shoot everyone of them off the street. Isn't this a good way of eliminating 2 problems in 1 kill?
But ain't this make us no difference from the terrorists? Killing lives as though it is as worthless as a penny?

Okay, no more time for all these shits, gotta go back to my dreadful studies. Damn.

Confession of a baby

2004-10-06T09:28:00.000+08:00

Baby Baby on the crawl, eat that biscuit on the floor...

"What the? you think i'm small, u think i cant talk,
The reason i dont talk is trying to look like a doll,
U say: " so small, so cute come here baby i wanna give u some sweets",
U fat cousin get the F**k away from me,
Dun u dare touch me when i go to sleep,
There u go u touched me that's y i have to scream.
Your family came to visit me,
You came into my room to play with me,
I'm playing with the school bus and u step on it,
What the F**k are u trying to pick a fight with me?
Since u are so BIG and i'm so small,
The smarter choice is to sit there and act a doll,
One day when i grow up u gonna have it all. "

Someday...

2004-10-03T09:15:00.000+08:00

October the second one day after children's day i'm tagging
Drag my feet to the books shit i juz feel like sleeping
Got back the prelim results oh man don't tell me that's happening
F F AO wat am i suppose to do now to start passing?
Doing statistics they say is easy but why i ain't scoring?
Physics mechanics curve sketchings double maths physics aint e combi u should be doing
But wat can i do now? all these suffering isnt it a form of toughening?
And toughening isnt it juz an excuse for murdering?
Ok comin back to the point there's abt a month to A level i muz start studying
To repay the faith my love ones gave me durin e times that are hurtin
Ok that's quite emotional i should stop it before someone starts crying....
That's all for today cuz ran out of ideas n dont wanna start bullshitting!